Tsunami Aftermath

As i am typing this, it is raining out there. I am having high fever that have retreat a little bit. Feeling dizzy & weak + a little bit of sore throat, i just can't sleep well. May be i have slept too much. It's 1.45 AM now. Wondering how will i celebrate My New Year. This year isn't a good year for the world. With BOMBING continued in IRAQ, then come this TSUNAMI that struck the ASIA countries. MILLION lifes has lost, Thousand homes destroyed, with some town having totally GONE. My guess for the death toll is that it will surpass 100,000 peoples. This huge amount really shocked me. 1 human death has already making people sad. Imagining 100,000 over dead bodies. SRI LANKA case was worse. Those bodies spread all over the places. So do INDONESIA. Scarry scene is all over the place. Some people quote it as 'WAR ZONES'. It is more horrible than watching a horror movies. A friend of mine remind me of a movies. "THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW" A little bit of the plot are same. HUGE WAVES slammed the countries all over the world. EXCEPT SNOWING.....i wonder when do MALAYSIA HAVE SNOW... talking about SNOW, MEXICO are facing FREEZING moment in their countries. This TSUNAMI also remind me of a movies entitled "DEEP IMPACT". HUGE WAVE stormed the country, but it was METEOR that started it.

Malaysian; from now onwards will have to be careful if our neighbouring country are having EARTH QUAKE. We gotta prepared to face it. PM has said it. We gotta equip our self.

AS we have know, Malaysia has started FUND RAISING for the TSUNAMI victims. ONE of the way was to write cheque, money donations in certain area. You can refer to current news paper. Of course not to be miss on Telecommunication part, you can do so via your mobile phone. But this option only open to CELCOM & DIGI users. EZ, type

AID{space}BENCANA

then send it to 36677 . Your credit will be deducted for RM 4 . This money will be given to the TSUNAMI VICTIMS. Make sure u have enough money to transfer that.

something out of my mind:

As i see the scene in news,
I couldn't stand the pains that the people have to go thru.
Losing loves ones & homes to the unexpected TSUNAMI
Bodies are everywhere
The area are full of flies
Full of rooting corpse odour
People are in danger of sickness caused by the TSUNAMI
Missing people are no-where to be found
As if it was being washed away to the sea
We will have to wait for it to float in the surface
All this are in my memories
Death is like a normal routine as we see the amount increase
Life is full of obstacles
May the people Be Strong to face the future
My condolences goes to you

Be thankful that today you are still alive.
Have a nice comfort BED
Have clean water & cloths
Enough food to feed our hungry stomach
Look at the people who have suffer
Be a real human & put your humanities to good use
GOD BLESS THE WORLD

Let us do our part to help those in need.

26 DECEMBER 2004, i hope that this date will be reserve as a MEMORIAL DAY. I am not PM/KING, no rights on it. 26-12-2004, a day many of us will remember it like 9-11 till the next decades in HISTORY BOOK.

When tomorrow comes, i wish it will bring clear blue skies. The darken scene is too much to be bear. Life still has a long way to go ........

2004 has over...05 has a long way to go...

2004 - a memorable year... i believed that mostly of you will have a wonderful ones as well. Some of it is sweet, some are bitter..i recalled mine are just averaged ..may be more happy moments..ya,shud be.. K...let's 2005 begin & i wil re-capture 2004...right now, i could only think of is that i have grow maturely, pop more pimples.. have a lot of trip... work like MAD 'fish in half life' ... & also celebrated my buddy 21 years old in style. AH, next year JUNE, it will be my turn. haha..cant't wait for it..

The experience that i have this year was precious. Learn a lot of things, 'internal' Eyes {not physical} being widen... & much more. The most importantly is that i have know what i want to do in the future. ONIZUKA is just a drama, yet GLORY is coming soon in real life.{i am not bluffing & blowing $HIT over it. I am serious~!} GT (FYI, GT stands for Great Teacher) was what i aim to be. IS not for the name sake of being a famous teacher, but for the sake of the students education. I want to make a difference in Malaysian Education & gives a brand new education to the student. I hope that i can make it & it will also realise my dream to be able to help those in need. Without proper education & guidance, one can't be succeed in things they try to pursued. Education does not only contain lifeless books, but also life that we live. Some how, many people have gone astray at a young aged for not knowing their purpose in life. BLUFF YE NOT, WAIT TILL I SUCCEEDED. MAY be i will report to you guys... JUMPing out in Tall building, suicide case...we can see that they dun have understanding in their life. Whats wrong with making a difference? You & I can make a difference for others. BY GOD strength, eveything is POSSIBLE. right? AS goes by this sentence: We have a task, is Mission Impossible; but this Mission is always possible in every MI movies that we have seen. SO in SHORT, there are nothing such as MI.

21 years old ~! Just can't wait for it. May have a grand party to celebrate it. haha...anyway, NO $$$...A HAH..work later & earn some la..well,When you read this, i might be 'dreaming' myself lying down in PD beach. Watching the STARS, see d MOON, feel d fresh AIR... haha..nice huh? BUTTtt, with the Tsunami that STORM Malaysia & other countries, it really makes us no mood for celebration. Prefer a better celebration spot this year other than my own home & KL. But since this Earth Quake & Tsunami came, i dunno whether is there a safe spot for us to be with our close ones?

Malaysia had it's first taste on Tsunami. I was wondering when can we have a taste on SNOW. haha... SNOW ball came trumbling on MALAYSIA. The next day news HEADLINES> WHITE MALAYSIA! haha..feel like the reporter who done all this. At this moment, i was thinking that why Malaysian wont make it the first countries to use blogging/singlish/Manglish to publish the small, simple news for the public that are not so English Educated? At least, they will understand a little more & improved from it. Government shud apply it. You want Malaysia to be top of the world? Here you are. SIMPLY amazing ...small as how small of d edition? well, let's jus make it half of A4..that would b nice. A book type of news that will surely make people laugh out their heads. haha..... Malaysia, like people always say: ROJAK, Anything also can & possible to do it. Malaysia Boleh~!

If Malaysia News ever think of it, look for me with contract. I will surely sign with a condition. I am the BOSS & Editor. (Politicians, Religion, Races, & Sexes will be out of our TOPICS. We are working as a FAIR critics.) No other people can involve in my TEAM. I choose my OWN TEAM that will work together for a better MALAYSIA NEWS CHANNEL. Looks IMPOSSIBLE to happen. Just in my dream..haha....
& thats called as VISION for future.

Well, i cant think of anything except on TSUNAMI VICTIMS. 60'000 people died in ASIA ALONE. How on earth this happen? GOD must be Cursed by THOUSAND people who have lost their close-ones. But GOD wasn't the one that created this Disaster. HUMAN did it. They never use their money for GOOD use. Buy equipment for the poor country to track down on This stuff. Instead, they build HIGH RISE tall building to be shaken by Earth Quake & let it fall on SOIL. Playing by the beach sides which is always at HIGH WAVES, & water is always a danger thing on EARTH. Dont play with water, KIDs.

Prevention ? Where was it? Now after the Tsunami gone, People start to blame on stuff that are useless. They blame until they died. Trust me. Some don't & that is good. WELL, is time human reflect on them selves. See what are their weakness. GO & change it. Don't wait too late. We still got a long way to go. I am born-ed with parent & relatives, friends, house, computer & much more valuable than anything ; Thats my LIFE. Tell me that i am not fortunate to have a rich background. I wont denied that. But i am happy than ever to have those sweet memories. Who cares next time if i am rich? I will still maintain my humble self being for i know that life is not too long for us. Seeing the Tsunami, It really make me appreciate life more. Life cannot b buy by $$$. Yeah, only in BLACK MARKET you can do it. Go buy your self HEALTH. Thats important. TO ensure you last longer (use DURACELL) & can have more fun with your close ones before you depart to anywhere. TERMINAL - Departing to ......you choose your destination.....i choose a better life.

In d year of 2004 , i would like to say sorry to those that i have hurted. I don't mean it as i myself are not good in either way. Forgive me. Thanks to all my friends & family who have been with me thru those HIGH LOW atmosphere/ situation. Going thru all this year/months/weeks/days/minutes/seconds are just as precious as it is. Learning will never stop for me. Take care all of my blog readers.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Njoy it...

GOD BLESS 2005!

Tsunami Attack in Malaysia ~!

In recent years, Tsunami has never happen in Malaysia before. Now that it has happen, it is not a good sign that Malaysia are safe as it is. It was being told in years of study by scientist that those country that are along the line of Khatulistiwa will not be having earth quake...but it was not right. Our country will be affected by those neighbouring country that are having the disaster... well, hope that we will be safe by end of this year..& no more second disaster..please! MAY GOD BLESS THOSE AFFECTED FAMILY MEMBERS. Continue to PRAY for them. There are many donations being set up. Please help them thru the funds. Take care.

Malaysia...full of nic3 stuff...

this link will help u much for whatever u wana know about Malaysia...is truly great...from selangor to KL to IPOH...haha...check it out...worth it..

http://allmalaysia.info/

GOD'S PURPOSE

No one is useless to GOD...not a little child, not the tired, not the discouraged. God uses HIS children. You belong to GOD's eternal dream. Now you may not feel motivated, you may not feel you have a reason for living, but you must renew your mind with the immovable fact that you are a part of a commissioned people - you have a reason to be alive. There is an eternal purpose. There is a great river of GOD's purpose that is moving toward an eternal home with HIM. You can't stop GOD's purpose. GOD's purpose is greater than you are, and if you are GOD's child, nothing is going to slow down GOD's purpose for your life.

from The Inspirational Bible

childish....

once again, i will write on something that might be lifeless. But it happen all the while in our life. CHILDISH~! Who don't? that person must be crazy if he/she dun....well, life must not be so serious...Childish is because we gota have fun ... at least , we shud have fun at the right time...not saying that we must be have fun at the serious moment...When having fun time, GO ahead & have a childish moment of your life... Come ON, happy days dun last you much... Why must we be so serious (matured) all the day? Don't you feel a bit insane? wana stay in Tanjung Rambutan ah? Those people staying there are MORE HAPPY than you are. I am a bit admire them. haha...but sorry, i am still FINE here. I am sure that GOD created us to be happy. Of course mature at the time when u needed to be. . But if you GOT HAPPY HOUR , make sure you are childish....... so that you will enjoy it. Be TRUE to yourself. ONCE, i hate childish. BUT now i have a different perception. C how u behave OH...You will always be a child to your MOM & DAD. So be a kids again....B happY & CHildIsh @ the right moment...

a soul mates

by glory

no matter what are the result, it is not important.

The most improtant thing is that when u have fails, You gota stand up & try again.

You gota finish what u have started.

This story are not copied from anywhere, it's my own work. If there are any similarity, it was just a co-incidence.

one day a man, drunk & driving a car... he drove a person that he once loved...he still love her without her knowing after a broke up some time ago....to a party, after the parties finish, he were driving the girl home. He was drunk and half awake......he is not stable for driving but keep on driving.....the girl are sleeping as she was drunk too... On the road, a car from the opposite SPEED real fast & overtaking the car in front of it...it cross the lines of the road which this guys are driving on it's lanes...is just a 100 meter away....the drunk guy awaken by the car & try to turn to other direction to avoid accident..... unfortunately...................................


There are a lot of noise..it sounded like someone crying.....the man slowly open up his eyes....the light was very bright for him as he had sleep for some time......he was trying to say something,,,..what happen? ...how come i am here? i remember.....i was....driving home.....his parents were at his bed side..SON, you get your self into accident. The father spoke to him. ... in a slow voice, he replied: what? i was avoiding the car....in front of me...

MOM: son, don't worry bout it now,,,just take some rest,,,,
NO....i wana know....what had happen....to the girl....sitting in my car..........
FATHER: SON, don't worry about it now...you have to get some rest...As the father talk, the mom sob with loud voice...the crying are getting lounder as she run out from the room.

2 MONTHS LATER ....

I see that you have recover totally..the father said to the son. WELL, yes. i am okay now. ..FATHER, can i ask you something. I have always wanted to know what had happen in the accident. But why you & mom keep it from me?. Now that i am fine, can you tell me what that had happen in the night of accident ? And how was SUNNY? i am curious..You know..i got to know...

Father: well , son, like mom & i have said. SUNNY was fine & she is now in NORTHEN states pursuing her studies. Your car was wreck so we decided to sold it to some old junk car store. SUNNY didn't injured her self as she was wearing seat belt that day. DOES this sound convincing?

As the question pop his mind, he just couldn't believe that SUNNY was still fine even he himself injured his head & shoulder. Add to that, he have protection from the wheel. HE remember that he rammed into a drained as wide as snoker table. How can she just FINE? nevertheles, he decided to hire some investigator to check whether his parent's word are true to him.

A week later....

RING RING ~~ RING RING~!....hellooo, GOOD MORNING, may i speak to MR. SEAN ? YA, speaking... Mr.SEAN, i am calling from ACTION INVESTIGATION CENTRE...regarding your request of finding SUNNY, we have found her. DO you want to have her detail on the lines or meet me personally to have the information?
MR.SEAN: Well, for now, Please let me know her location. The rest i will see you tonight for more information.
AIC: well sir, i am sorry to inform that she is now bedridden in General Hospital. It was cost by the accident that involved some 2 months ago. According to information that i have, she has broken some bones & couldn't walk for the moment. She are having therapy right now after a major operation ............
............OK...thanks for your info.....I will see you tonight.

WHAT is going on? why they dun tell me this.... why had i drink & drive on that day....

oh MAN, how could i face SUNNY ? Nothing will happen if i didn't drink.... i really LOVE SUNNY... even we have stated that we will become friends, but deep in my heart i still love her... i can't let her suffer for my wrong doing.... i must give her hapiness.. GOD know how much i love her ..truly in my heart, i only have her...even flirting with other woman, it was just a cover-up so that i can try to forget her... i tried hard enough ~! I just CANT stand it anymore. From now onwards, no matter how she & her family treat me, i will take care of her until my last breath. I will show them my sincerity that i love her & care for her. Until my last breath, i will be at her side.......... i cant hurt her anymore..................................................~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Time will tell of whether they will be reunited as a happy couple..........

SEAN decided to pay SUNNY a visit.....as he reach GH, he look for SUNNY ward room. As he got the info, he walk near the door........outside the door, one can see inside the room thru a small glass.....SEAN saw SUNNY lying on the bed, watching the windows....her body lay straight on the bed...her right cheek was wrapped with medicine and cotton wool... she looks thinner than last time...... SEAN's heart broken as he felt sorry for SUNNY.....he decided to went back home as he can't stand the pains that SUNNY have to endure...

As time went by, SEAN didn't inform his parent's that he had know the whole truth from AIC. He just pretend to live his life normally assuming SUNNY has dissappear. Every night, he would cried for SUNNY. HE would PRAY truthfully that SUNNY would recover soon. Each day, he brought a flower for her with a message in it. It reads: Be brave & happy always. FROM: some one that care for you..... this has continued until SUNNY check out of GH. Until then, SUNNY family still have no idea who do all this touching work... it remains secret for the few months SUNNY stayed in the hospitals.... as SEAN undying love towards SUNNY never change, he kept being a shadow messenger & send lots of concern to SUNNY.....time goes, & SUNNY felt fed up & wanted to know who is behind all this work.... even with her face having a big scar on her right cheek, why would this person keep on concerning her?

thus she got an idea ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ------------- @}---}--

One day , SEAN was usual early in the morning trying to slip a letter into SUNNY house, he didn't realize that some one was standing behind him. As he was turning, he saw SUNNY. SUNNY cried & start to hit on SEAN shoulder & shout out loud with anger. WHY ? WHY you still disturb me? AREN'T enough that you have cost me? LOOK at MY SCAR. I am not pretty any more....... & i hate you so much ...........I hate YOU ~!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.

SEAN HAVE nothing to say. SO he just left her & went home. The next day, SEAN decided that enough is enough. He went straight to SUNNY house & wanted to tell out how he felt at this moment. As he reach SUNNY house, he press against the door bell. After a while, SUNNY mom came out of the double storey house they are staying.

SHE SHOUTED: HEY, Aren't enough of what you have done to my daughter? Why you still come back? You want me to call the police? huh?~!
NO. Please don't hit me away~! I just ask for one time of explanation to SUNNY. Please!
NO~! Sunny mom shouted.

So SEAN decided that he don't have a choice but to shout thru the main gates. SUNNY! I KNOW YOU CAN LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY. ALL I JUST WANT TO SAY IS THAT FROM THE DAY I KNOW YOU, I HAVE LOVE YOU DEEPLY IN MY HEART. EVEN AFTER WE HAVE BROKEN OUR RELATIONSHIP, I STILL LOVE YOU. THERE ARE NOTHING WE CAN DO TO FORGET THE PAST, BUT I HOPE YOU CAN FORGIVE ME. I KNOW I AM WRONG. I DID NOT LOVE YOU FOR THE SAKE OF SYMPATHY, BUT I TRULY LOVE YOU DEEPLY IN MY HEART. I LOVE YOUR SOUL, NOT YOUR LOOK. IT IS SOMETHING I MUST SAY TODAY. IF NOT, I WILL REGRET MY WHOLE LIFE. MY LOVE TO YOU NEVER STOP FROM THE DAY I KNOW YOUUUU........I WANT TO CARE FOR YOU..........UNTIL MY LAST BREATH.

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Ever since those words come out from SEAN mouth, there has been no news from SUNNY...............
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Dear reader, how would you want it to end? well, may b i will tell it romantically or perhaps........
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There are nothing we can do after we have try our best. SUNNY, how ever, went to seek some advice. Checking on SEAN might be a good idea. She was touch by SEAN words. But she isn't sure of it. She want to know the facts of what SEAN had said. She ask from the surrounding friends..... most of them give positive answer about SEAN. SUNNY is happy & able to accept SEAN. Just as SUNNY has decided to Accept SEAN, there are a little problem. SEAN had thought that SUNNY might have hate him.

He flew to Australia to begin a new life as a Teacher teaching English Literature. As soon as the news reach SUNNY about SEAN where-about, SHE quickly flew to australia to search for HIM. May be a true LOVE will reunite long lost soul. This is what that bring them together. A ring, that kept in SEAN purse for some time meant for his other half is ready to be wore by SUNNY. A SOUL MATES. May be the way they meet are not interesting...but their tears are the precious. SYDNEY are not a big city. Opera House would nice to hold their wedding ceremony. Yes indeed, it was their meeting point that re-unites them.

Happiness is forever shown in their face......................

~ The End ~
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As this story being written, i was actually having sore throat. Feeling not well. Start typing it out at 3-5am... The sad part is that on the process of writing it, i found my self RM 100++ broke... my phone bills arrive early again....i gonna pay for it my self. This month of christmas gotta eat bread. Anyway, bread is nice....the more you eat....the more vitamins you get...haha..i wish some ones can take this story & make it into a movies. But before you take this story, can you pay me some fees? My writing fees & phone fees....i would appreciate it....Thanks~!
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Up coming Story in my mind: A English Teacher who sacrificed everything for his student. Touching on sensetive issues like education system, human behaviour. This story need you to think more than criticize.
Take care ~!

X'Mas come early...

well, looks like the month of December comes early ..i wonder why..It is coming to the end of year again...i find my self 'have to stuck' with books as my examination in january R in the speed of a flash...haha... hoping that i can finish it all... Christmas party, new year party, then Chinese New Year..wow...is such a wonderful in a row...but time is running out...if i can have a week off, i would go to BEACH... & b a beach boy. life is just amazing....with 'flavour'...GOD bless U all

CB

some time, i find that life is darn frustrating & i would like to kill it off with some words..but unfortunately, i cant use it....some how on the way of life, i managed to come with two letter...it was CB. CB was not that bad after all....not 'F'... & u know what i mean if you R from chinese educational background & some influnce in English EDU..haha...life is just FUN with words....luckily i m not always using it...GOD FORGIVE ME,PLZ....well, i know ,,some how....i need to find something to express my self... i need music, i need a fren...gal perhaps..haha..anyway, i just b my self....Xpresso!

AIDS

Today is WORLD AIDS DAY. Protect yourself from un-protected sex. Learn more about it & guide the younger generation. Do your part in those activities that organize by certain organization.

elo

busy working now a days promoting products...anyway, will be busy till next weekend..so no time for blogging ..if i got some time, i wil write something...take care bloggin gang...GOD BLESS U

3 friends

3 friends longing for the soul of understanding each other. They had been friend's for years that no one know's how much the values has reached. Well, it was all started in secondary time when they began their journey of research or finding the right ones to share their thought. As the time flies, everyone is busy with their life. No ones knows how much their friendship has grown. But to them, it was like a money that you have but couldn't get the relationship. A friendship cannot be compare to money. Years after year, they still remain friend & keep in touch via many ways. They have gone thru those sweet, bitter, memorable, & hard times together. Life is not easy as it was surrounded by all the challenge that we have to face. It was by this only we will matured.

The 3 friend is enegetic yet young with vision to realize. Many people might look down upon them but true to their heart, they will succeed with the encouragement that given to each other. The circle of friends might not big but strong in bond. Thats important for a friendship. Others might not understand them, but they know each other weaknesses & the genius part they can played. Friend are some one whom could be better than your wife...

(i suppose so..)

Friend, if you read upon this, The 3 friend are the one staying in NORTH, EAST, & SOUTH. West don't have la..so far. If you want to meet them, you can always find them at those mamak that open 24 hours or some where secretive ..haha...i don't wana tell you :> They would call some drink, sit together & chat till wee hours until that you could see the moonlight start to shine upon them. Some time, they just don't realize the time are running out as they talk.

Their conversation is like a CEO meeting. P & C. So, understand yah ?

May be they will open the meeting to you, but with invitation only. But above all, i don't think they will. They hardly had time for the meeting themselves, how can they gave their precious time to you...

Their chatting content? What do you always chat about? Thats what they chat lor... *,*

Well, hey! They are not old. Once a while, they will play outdoor games, go walk around the city...They always had teh tarik, beer, & some food. Ya, thats the life they live.

Friend, keep in touch ya. [<*D*>-<*K*>-<*J*>]

a worth read articles..

Gifts From the Heart

According to legend, a young man while roaming the desert came across a spring of delicious crystal-clear water. The water was so sweet he filled his leather canteen so he could bring some back to a tribal elder who had been his teacher. After a four-day journey he presented the water to the old man who took a deep drink, smiled warmly and thanked his student lavishly for the sweet water. The young man returned to his village with a happy heart.

Later, the teacher let another student taste the water. He spat it out, saying it was awful. It apparently had become stale because of the old leather container. The student challenged his teacher: "Master, the water was foul. Why did you pretend to like it?"

The teacher replied, "You only tasted the water. I tasted the gift. The water was simply the container for an act of loving-kindness and nothing could be sweeter. Heartfelt gifts deserve the return gift of gratitude."

I think we understand this lesson best when we receive innocent gifts of love from young children. Whether it's a ceramic tray or a macaroni bracelet, the natural and proper response is appreciation and expressed thankfulness because we love the idea within the gift.

Gratitude doesn't always come naturally. Unfortunately, most children and many adults value only the thing given rather than the feeling embodied in it. We should remind ourselves and teach our children about the beauty and purity of feelings and expressions of gratitude. After all, gifts from the heart are really gifts of the heart.

by Michael Josephson

www.charactercounts.org

life is full of challenge...i learn it the hard way...regretting is one of it. well, we must be in alert with things that we do. May be i was not mature to think, to realize, handle....

Can't get IPOH out of my HEAD !

IPOH, Paradise of Foods. This place is really making people grow weight & giving you delicious food & drink around the places. Also not forgetting is the cool & out of traffic jams environment. I have gone back to IPOH just recently & now i want to share with you the delicacy available in IPOH. (NOTE: This is just a part of it only. There are more in other part of IPOH.)

Location: Pasir Puteh, IPOH.

RESTAURANT: REST WAI HOONG

REMARK: This rest has 2 delicious food. 1 of it is the 'Pan Mee'. The soup was clear & out of MSG. Nice & better than those KL 'PAN MEE'. The 2nd one is the 'WAN TAN MEE'. The mee is very "slim" compare to those available in KL. It taste nice & the mee are HOME MADE as well. You can side order 'SHUI KAO'. The SK is very nice & the ingredient's are full of fill; unlike KL which just a little bit.

REST LOCATION: Corner lot-Jalan Chung Ah Meng (along the same route with the once famous REST SIN NAM KEI)

RESTAURANT: REST CHANG JIANG

REMARK: This rest have delicious food & drink. One of the famous coffee that i have tasted & it was called 'White Coffee'. The taste are not so bitter & sweet. Just the right ammount of ingredients they mix to make the coffee feel nice. Unlike in KL, it tasted bad (some R bitter, some over sweet. Some no taste at all.) I think this is by far the best coffee i have tasted. You can try it & know that i am not lying. One of the food was the 'JI JIONG FUN'. It was not like KL type. It has traditional mushroom soup (not campbell mushroom soup) pour on top of it. The 'fun' was nice & soft in your mouth. I confirm it ..haha...by eating it.

REST LOCATION: Jalan Pasir Puteh

RESTAURANT: REST SUN YUEN LOONG
REMARK: This rest was off during the raya festival. SO kua jiong. The coffee here is nice. Thats what i get from people staying in IPOH. FOOD? No idea. It was always full of people.
REST LOCATION: Jalan Bendahara

RESTAURANT: REST MAKANAN & MINUMAN SRI MAJU
REMARK: This was one of the nice beef stuff around the town. WIth the meat & soup, it should be attracting much people with it's delicacy. I haven't try it. As it was recommended by IPOH KAKI, it should be nice according to their standard of food tasting.
REST LOCATION: OLD YAU TECK SHING MARKET (no idea whats the road name.)

IPOH was also famous for it's CHICKEN & BEAN SPROUT. One of the nice 'nga choi gai' is around the town. There have two competitor. One is 'LOU WONG', another one is 'ONN KEI'. The 'ONN KEI' is much better than "LOU WONG'. 'LOU WONG' has drop it's standards. You can try it out ya..

IPOH ingredients, food & drink: Bean sprout, Soya Bean, KUEY TEOW, TAU FOO, Belacan...what else?

Thats all from me reporting for IPOH CITY, the town full of great FOOD.

NOTE: the short form for 'REST' means restaurant.

fit up ur BUTT

Fitness First ~! as you seen in TV comercial, it was like gorgeous in whatever they have. True indeed that today i have a opportunity to try it out. A friend of mine joined it & recommended me for a trial. The branches is at Damansara Uptown above Mac'D. As i fetch my friend along, he bring me to the place. It was nice & awesome. Firstly, the people there ask me to fill up some form & then guide us to all the equipment that they have. Off i go to change myself after he finish. I like the equipment there & is cold inside the gym. I try almost all the equipment that they have. I feel like losing some weight & gain some muscle.(must be psychology thinking.) haha...well, it was tired after a few hours of work-out. Feeling exhausted? Don't worry. They have free drink like green tea, lipton tea, & some soft-drink. I feel like i am starting to like this kind of atmosphere. Is nice when you have nothing to do & you come to this place to release all your tension.

I wonder they offer short period service? If they have, i am going to grab it. My short period is 2-3 months. Money doesn't matter as now they are having offer. RM 150 per months. Cheap if you are going to use their facility everyday. Except sat & sunday. Thats all i can say. i feel refresh after working out at the gym. I am going to do it at home now. TC~!

chinese blog version UP~!

HI guys & gals...recently due to my free time, i have manage to get some time out & created a chinese blog. This chinese blog is all chinese lyrics written by me (or posted up & being use by me), story lines, rubbish & much more. It can be view by chinese star & magic win 98 translator .. caters for all chinese educated friends of mine. The link is below..check it out if u have time.

http://bthead.blogspot.com

by glory @ jkwy

thurday till sunday

i m exhausted lor...well, i have been going out all days for the 4 straight day. Gone to KL for the first day to walk around, on friday went to have fun at CLEO 9th Bday bash party (that was fun & HIGH) . Later on stay over-night at a friends house & we talk will the wee hours. Have some beer & chat till all tired. The next day got up quite early & go to Kuala Selangor. This is the second time i went there & have a lot of fun. Went to history places, then have some nice sea food ..i like the 'si ham' & soft crab..nice to have all this in just one day. Plus got opportunity to see fire flies. *(quickly see it now. Research stated that with the pollution, it will not exsist in 5 years time.) Yesterday went to PWTC & check those latest IT stuff . Kind of attracted to some speaker. But after rounding it a few time, it still can't attract me to buy it. The salesman must be sad..haha..thats all i could have remember.

AM "BUSH" WIN

hello..i am back home...well, just got to know that BUSH won the Presidental seats..Just like what i have predicted..haha..but the winning percentage is just by 2% only..not quite good. BUSH gota convince his people so that he can work better in d future. Well, i will be back on my study mood starting next week. This week gonna have HAPPY HOUR...k, TC ~!

US Presidential Election

This was one of the hottest news around the globe. With the result coming out real soon, we ain't know who is going to win yet...Currently the standing are belong to BUSH at 249 while Kerry stands at 221 votes. This year was one of the interesting year which bring 2 presidental so close in VOTES. My prediction would be that BUSH defeat KERRY, but it would up to the american to decide their fate. Hope that Malaysian Share Market would not slump...

Yesterday never manage to go for mamak. Darn rain spoil my days. But eventually i got up quite early & feel the fresh air ... gota go back today *to where i stay*.. & i have use the college internet facilities well with most of my free time surfing the net & manage to clear my email ... haha..

hungry..now i am listening to sam hui oldies...nice~! TC ~> means Take Care.

miss attending class

miss my student back in SMK BK S4... was thinking about how they coup with their days plus the holiday coming real soon. I left without much hesitation as their original teacher are back with 1 week left to holiday. I am now looking for 'morning' part-time work .(sounds weird ya?) I wana spend my morning working, afternoon studying, evening helping at my parents shop. But , can i handle it??? clueless..i have no idea...

if there are any student checking by here, be sure to add your email address as well so i can keep in touch with you. You can place it in d comment post or tag board (chat box)...

TAKE CARE~!

~back to old house~

i am back! To my old house 'or former home' in Wangsa Maju. Was dealing with my examination paper work. Will be staying over. It really makes me refresh those days when i enter the house. Adding that my room-mates will be joining me at mamak tonights. Guess it will b another 'yesteryear' stuff. Hope that i wont be too emotional...talk about it, what makes me cry? well, emotional stuff is one of it. Another stuff is touching story & sudden effect like kena scold...haha..i have never cry now a days unless you give me an onion to cut it into pieces..i will out loud like a baby.

life goes on with more new things to learn each & everyday.

sorry is not an excuse

by glory

In everyday of our life, we often see people say sorry to their wrong doing. In addition to it, i would like to say that this attitude is not good. You just pretend being the other person whom you have hurted. How do you feel? Is not GOOD when things has happened & you just think of recover (just back to normal with a 'sorry') it with a word. How about other' people hurts? Aren't that pains enough? Some time, sorry is not enough. But thats all what we can do.

"NO~!" Is not that all...we can do another step that is to be caution with what we say & action count as well. How much attention do you put to your conversation & actions? Think of what you should do & say. Think of the effect if you are /are not doing it. Life is to learn from mistakes. If you're wrong now, correct it & be a better person.

We human being should be open minded to accept people point of view about our selves. It would help us much in our maturity towards this world. AT this point, i know that you have your own mind/perception. But do remember that YOUR P.O.V. might be right or wrong.SO DO MINE. There is no running away from facts that we human are not perfect. 'EGO' will kill your life. Live your life humble & you will learn much from other's.

At last, i am not a preacher or who ever. Is just my POV. Know me well? haha..& also this is not writen in anger. But just pointing my view. Thats all.

After all, i am 'tryin' 2 be a perfectionist~!

$ is not a factor to b alive~!

by glory

MONEY not enough~! how to earn ler? i got so many things that i want to buy...the list are written below:
1.Digital Camera
2.Scanner
3.PC

I think thats all gua? All IT gadgets..haha..

well, considering my situation, i don't think i can afford it... I am not working now, i have to pay stuff..what stuff?

• House Phone Bills (MOM insist i pay it as most of the calls are made by me. Not a small amount but 100+ above...my money all fly to TELEKOM ~! :< )
• My HP usage..
• College Fees (darn resit killing me HARD.)
• CAR FUEL (big 'wife' comes with big burden...)
  

How can i manage it all? My father does not print credit notes. hehe..

Well, at least i have think out of a few solution to cut cost:

~Call less to HP as well as shorten up my internet usage.

~Save electricity by not staying up late at night.

~Use less of computer if nothing important.

~Don't go out on car too often. (if go out, those who sit in the car pay the fuel.[depending on who.])

~FINISH MY EXAM FAST! hefty bills are killing me gently..

~NO KFC, Mac'D, HIGH class food....but economic nice & mee.

~HOME COOK.

~GO parents shop better than staying at home to waste electricity & phone calls. Also save a meal.

~Buy less CD,VCD,DVD.

Ok, thats cutting cost. How about adding income? NO income seems nice for me. Investment? NAH, no money ler..

well, i think of giving tuition in the morning for form 1 & 2 mathematics. But i dunno yet..should add in primary school as well. Well, thats an idea. Not planning further yet. hope i can manage both my studies & stuff i am dealing with.

thats all..any 1 wana add?

last day of roller coaster~!

by glory

People surrounding us will come & go. Today is my last day & i gota go & continue my journey of life. Thou sad & can't let go the atmosphere, i gotta learn how to get back to my study mood. Working as a teacher is not easy. The challenges that we face everyday is tough. Is not any object problem, but human problem. We gotta tackle student which is a soul that some are flying nowhere. Teacher are not a educator that just produce good result in education, but to produce a good attitude, characteristic, & behaviour in his/her student. I found the teaching in my blood which suits me. I am still in-experience. I have to see much of it which i cant wait for it. But in this 2 months, i learn a lot, i see a lot. How can it be compare with the wages i receive? NO, nothing can be compare with a soul being touched. haha..i am talking big bout teacher..but thats the facts. I will miss them~! funny thing is that my mom say i will cry...& so do my student...haha..well, i am not. But to those student out there, there is nothing that deserve you to cry ( if ). GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE. BACK TO NORMAL. thats what i say .

Missing those noisy class...1B, 1H, 2A, 2C, 2H, 2K.
Indirectly involved: 2G, 2D, 2B, 2I, 1I, 3C, 3B, 3H, 4A, 4C.

To the student that i have teach before, please forgive me if i have hurt you all. Human make mistakes. One day, i hope that you will know the GOD that has change my life totally. Take care, my friends.

PS: a student sms me, wana share with you guys:- Go n dielah! U go already hole school very happy! ha ha! can't speak a proper bm "teacher" ! N ur h/p so old only 3310 ! ha poor man!

well, regarding the sms, i just wana say: Keep life simple. I dun need a 6250 or I-pod. I am rich in knowledge of life. Thats enough for me even i still equip it now a days. i won't die so fast...haha..GOD is up there to protect me. Well, like i say, i can't make everyone happy. Oh ya, HUMAN change from time to time. Looks like i gotta improve my BM. haha..is been long time i have never speak BM. Please la...crazy .. haha..wait till you come out to this working world & buy ur self the stuff u like la...money dun come easy. No$,who give U $......... :o

ah..funny fella, i am not using 3310..i am using 3350,,,what la.u need a better eyes sight..

ball~bring us together!

A ball, is nothing when you didn't play it. But when other play it, it does bring people together. 2 Human come from different soil, sit together to watch a football match. Now knowing each other at first, now they have become friends. Even thou both did not support the same team, but they share the same passion in football. This is what i see in them. friends can be made easily anywhere , anytime. GOD BLESS U~!

by glory

Season Friend

Today i saw you
i thought i need you to accompany me
well, i ask for your presence

Tomorrow may come
I thought that i don't need you any more
So i just put you out of my sight

OH...this is like a season friend's
On certain season i only need's you
how can i tell you ...how much you mean to me
just that, some time...i feel like using the friendship that we had build

Life is just the same
We face challenge everyday
Lonely people on the earth
Tends to seek for more love

They want more attention
but prefer to choose on friends they feel proud to be with
True friends are not there
is just a replacement days

Season friends, they come & go..
They gota find their true friends

by glory

the BIG SHOW DOWN

exhausted, tired. BUT , i am gonna watch MU vs ARSENAL no matter what. I am going to see MU lose until all the pants are drop. hahaah..i dun care..bet with my father that MU will lose ..haha...arsenal gonna have 50 un-beaten run...i want them to WIN...GOnna make my old man lose cause he think that MU will WIN..but hope the score line please please dun draw...if not, gonna pay the meal my own...haha...bet a meal will do,,anyway, what ever result it is,,dun worry. My father & i are just watching/betting it for the sake of fun. If we support the same team, useless la the game no opposition. haha..GOD BLESS U~! one hour to the match..

by glory

weird days

i realise i am awake from sleep. I never open my eyes. I keep it close but i know the sun has rise. On the bed, i pray. I don't know what makes me start to pray, but i just prayed for the people surrounding me. As i finish, i open my eyes and look at my mobile phone. It shows 8.28 am...i do all the usual stuff...& out to LRT station proceed to Wangsa Maju to collect something. I don't feel normal. As the sense got true, i realize that the train did not behave like usual. The speed is double than normal & the way it stop freak me out. Again, i hope that my journey will be safe. It was like in a drama where you have to hold on tight to something hard that will not throw you out if it stop. I watch too much of action movies d..haha..well, i am safe at home now. GOT a weird days. But at least i am still attached.........................to the blog la.....what u think?

by glory

off

darn tired. Today no posting will be made. Just a short announcement. I want to urge those christian friends out there to pray for my students. They are in need of prayer as in believe, faith & everydays life facing false statement told by some students. Is a darn big serious problem. Let us join hands together & pray for them. GOD bless you all as i continue to equip them for their futures.
PS: being fool by some ...... haha..

take care

love is?

Some time, when the elder say don't get your self involved in relationship when you study, they got their own reason. Perhaps, now a days the reason is not usable. Students doesn't think that when they involved in relationship. They think that their studies will not be affected much. Well, i should ask them: How about your emotional? May be they just never think about it. Well, some of them find that having a relationship let them study much better~! Some time ago if you ask me, i might agree, but overall, i don't. You gota realize that you can't handle 2 things at a time. Unless you are really really good organiser & good in those stuff. For That i cant say anything.

Love involved 2 person. Their sincere in the relationship and of course the understanding of each other. Some time ago, i was dumb in it. I just love a person my whole heartedly. But i never get the return of it. How can this be love? A love shud be loving each other. Remember that! If you are not suitable for the particular person, just stop the relationship. Don't spoil your future & other as well. Live your life ahead. You can call me a Playboy that i have a thinking for this stuff. I will say that: GO LOOK FOR OTHER PARTNER. THERE ARE PLENTY OF GOOD SOUL OUT THERE. But all this is still up to you. You think about it...GOD BLESS YOU~!

by glory

understand

Please try to understand

Stand at my path & look into my situation

I am stuck in between

How can i make you understand

Stressed to the bottom line

I want to neutralised it all

Feel the toughness now

Wana get it off me...

I never ask for anything

I just ask for a understanding in my hardship

This writing is dedicated to a friend of mine who were stuck in between friendship & relationship.

Through Me

Through Me
let there be kind words, a warm smile,
and a caring heart

Through Me
let there be a willingness to listen and a readiness to understand.

Through Me
let there be dependability, steadfastness, trust and loyalty.

Through Me
let there be compassion, forgiveness, mercy and love.

Through Me
let there be every quality I find, O Lord, in Thee.

ps: this is something inspirational that i read upon in my church bulletin. Just wana share with you. It also reflect of what i want to be. GOD bless U.

i hav decided~~!

Well, today i have a opportunity to share gospel with 2 students. Fearing of 'spirit' starts up the conversation. I also tell them that their life is very precious just like how i have live my life to the fullest. Telling them my experience & how i live my life is something i never did before. Of course, i will never forget introducing GOD to them. Anyway, thats a little bit bout them. I think i have decided that i would be a teacher for my life. I know is quite some time until i decide it today. My father even ask me to enquire more bout Teacher Training College. But first of all, i would like to get my DIPLOMA IN SCIENCE (COMPUTER SCIENCE COMBINATION C). Then i would proceed to teaching college. I find that teaching has got into my blood. I will forever be a teacher. No other job satisfaction is better than being a teacher that deal with the students. I just love it. Ask me why i like to be a teacher with the low pay? Cause i love to be a teacher & care for my students.

so close

so close i believe, you're holding me now,
in your hands i belong ,
i'll never let you go......

#so close that i really wana hold you, i don't wana let you go. I hope that things wont be so hard.

another different days

I was quite angry in morning due to some problem created by the students yesterday. Teaching them a lesson & telling them the reason why we must be responsibility. I hate to do it...i was so angry that i afraid i will use extreme way to deal with them. But luckily i have my self cool down.

~

Some of the class in the school are having class parties. All their exam has already over & they are waiting for their results. Having party remind me of those days i have in primary school. Just that it was being held in secondary school right now. A few class invite me & spend some time with them. I have been offered a lot of food like cakes, jelly, sweets, drink, pizza & a lots more. It is nice & my stomach are very full. Wana thank them for their efforts to bring this parties to live. I enjoyed it & have fun in it. Well, i think they will have a good time. There was a student who come by to the class that i am looking after & give me a cans of drink. It was touching that i remember i never teach their class yet they still give me something. At least i know i am still consider 'OK' for the students..hahahaha..tired, running out of energy & want to have a nice sleep....zzZzzzZzzZZZ

loving you

by glory

~

looking out the window

thinking of you

i want to hold your hand

i want to feel you right now

but you are far away from me

~

i need your care

i know i am childish

but i cant help it

i try to be mature

i try to be the one you desire me to be

~

i know love is all i ever need

teach me to understand you

love run me wilds

love is something i can't describe

only those who have experience it will know what is love...

~

~

PS: for those people who are in love (or losing the love) right now, i know that it is not easy for you. Remembering him/her everyday. Is it hard to forget someones who have depart from you? Well, your life have to go on for those people that have left you. You can find a better ones in the futures. Those people who are in love right now, please remember that love is something that involved both of you. It does not consist only a person, but both parties. Let your self be mature to handle it. Let it be something that you will enjoy but not suffering...take care.

how could i depart from you?

by glory

Falling in love was so easy,

Staying together was like cat & mouse,

Blue blue sky with the flying winds,

Thunder storm comes with the rainy days.

How could i, live without your presence

How could i, understand you better

They said men don't cries

But i would cry for you, My Dear....

reflecting my memories...

After marking the paper for the Form 2 classes, i feel sad. They didn't do well. I am thinking..is it me who are not good at teaching them or they are not studying for this subjects? Feel like there was a knife stab on me..well, analysist must be done .. seems like i am one of those students that didn't do well in exam too. Teaching at this school was like a mirror for me. I think it was like reflection for everything that i have done in the past few years at secondary school. How true it was...regret that now i hope to change those student not to be like me when they grow up. Hope they will listen to what i say...

OFF duty

Today i am off due to an event that organize by the school to raise money. The food is not good & i am so hungry at night after the dinner. But i am happy with the performance. Just now i am marking one of the form 1 class i teach. I am just worried that one of them get quite low for the subject. Wonder the other 30% will help them or not. They have 70% on the paper & 30% for practical. Hope that it does help them to pass. I am quite tired this few days. Been low on inspiration. No idea why..

Each Days

Each day is a brand new day
I will always be there for you
Live your life in the light of days
Never give up on the way

Everyday is a brand new day
Journey of life will never end
Lovely life is ever change
Uncertainty runs over me.

wow wow uh-oh wow wow (x2)

I am fortunate
Having you by my side
Knowing you is my greatest joy
I'll never forget it.

Friends, if there are someone who ask me
Who are your greatest friend...
oh uh...i will say that is you...
A lovely life you gave me.
How can i forget the friendship we had!

by glory @ jkwy

PS: This song was written when i was in the school compound started singing this song to refresh my self. All of a sudden, more stuff come out of my mind. i think i will edit part of it or add something on later. Can't think of it yet..just wana share it with u guys the front 2 paragraph.is nice! Enjoy~!

INDEPENDENCE~!

Merdeka comes late for the FORM 1,2 & 3 students with the PMR & final year exam coming to an end today. They are happy & start to enjoy their holidays. Well, school term is still on & they still need to come back to school to collect their results. I pity the form 4 student's as they still have 2-3 more days to go for their exam. This school is still new & so it doesn't have a form 5 classes. I hope that my student's did well in their exam. Teacher are going to start busy right now with marking papers on the way & preparing report for the education ministry. All the teacher & student are waiting for the actual date of holiday so they would not have to go for school & stay rooting at home. But for me, i would not be doing so. I should be looking for something to do to earn extra income. I am Preparing for next year occasions which include my birthday (21 st), chinese new year, & some of my friends bday as well. I also need to save up for camp & stuff that come along the way.

Well, life is fun. Teaching is fun. It refresh my self up. Today after school, a bunch of students was having a water bash. I look at them & think of those happy secondary moment of mine. I love it. It makes me look young & i want to join them too. But i must also remind my self that i am no longer a student. I am a teacher to them. Looking back, i must admit i am old. haha..who cares..i am still young inside my heart. Let them see the older version of me.

PS: haha...who don't like playing water? Student's are just like kids. We the older generation are like that too. Just that some time the people don't have the time & occasions.

by glory @ jkwy

why? life is so restless...

I am thinking of writing something title 'why?'. It would consist of question often ask by students, young adult, old man, & other level of people. This came into my mind when i was thinking about question we human alway's ask. Student always ask question like 'why we have to study & sit for exam?' I have the philosophy in mind & understand who ever that has gone thru those examination days will know what it means to have a good education. But some other seems stuck in an illusion world. I would write it out so that those who have opportunity to read it would understand & see clearly of this life's. I don't know how long it would takes, but i will do it for long term. Believe it or not, i believe that everyone's of you has a question for your life. Let's make it easy for the future generation. I would agree for this term.

by glory @ jkwy

NICK NAME

A nick name was a symbol given to people who has special remembrance or ability by others . I was not suprise when i get to know that i too had nick name at the school i am teaching. Well, last time i use to give nick name to those teacher i hates,,Now is my payback..anyway, i dun keep it in mind...haha...use to it..i got plenty of nick name..if i wana say it all, i dun know how long would it be...

TAEGUKGI
Main Poster~!


part of the movies ..is about brotherhood..

This movies is nice. U guys shud go & see it..cruel, brotherhood, war, funny, action,..& a lot of touching moments. My rate : 9/10

by glory @ jkwy

GOOD LUCK vS All the best ~!

I usually say 'All THE BEST' to my student during exam. But then, another teacher was wishing them 'GOOD LUCK'. I start to think of it... when has exam become a betting ground? Student GET good luck because they are betting with their answer instead of knowing it as a knowledge? weird as it's sound, but that was the facts. They either study well for it & try their best in their exam or just betting with their answer if they never study. Problem could also occur like memory lost, too nervous until forget everything that they had studies. SO in short, GOOD LUCK in YOUR exam + all the best ~!

ps: should created something better that combine this 2 short greeting. : )

by glory @ jkwy

live a day at a time...

~ We went thru the same activities everyday. But it was up to you to make a difference the day you live. ~

Today i made the day difference for my self. I screw my self up. I am thinking that i may be a lousy teacher with a soft hearted attitude. Helping the student in exam was something i can't imagine my self doing.(if the school know it, screw me up infront of the media. At least, i got publicity.haha...) Of course i don't give them answer directly, i just give them the idea to start the exam. It was the weaker class which almost all of them are not so good.(FYI, it was an essay.) So i start to do action...MAN IN ACTION~! ha ah..Some of them DARE to pass up a blank paper without writing anything. I encouraged them to write something so that their teacher have something to look at their papers. At the end of the papers, i collected it & feel regret at what i do. I have no idea...but being this terible is something i can't imagine. I know the consequence but i still want to help them. Let me be safe until end of this months# as the original teacher i replaced will be back on 28 of OCT. #(29 is my last day if everything goes smoothly. if not, i should be rooting at home earlier than expected.)# Anyway, since teaching at this school, i have created a lot of misunderstanding & hatred among the student's & teacher. I even troubled a teacher who is always at my side supporting me. I feel that there are a lot of things for me to learn before i actually step into this 'making a difference' profession. Life is not that easy. A friend say to me: NATO; No Action, Talk Only. I will make sure that i will not be a NATO.

ps: i hope that who ever that read upon this articles is a short term memory person & also a person who are clever to know how to be blind at this moment. Even when i write this stuff, i am thinking about ISA [Internal Security Acts], Headmaster, the school teacher, the student. Then i also think about GTO, my inspirational drama. Anyway, i will prepare a resignation letter if things goes wrong. I prefer to die as a hero than to be sacked ~! ha ha...

by glory @ jkwy

little thought i wana share~

As i was walking to a near by mamak to have my dinner, a police car stop by my side & ask me the direction to a address. I show them & off they go. I start to think that the police officer should be well know about this area since they need to patrol around here if things goes wrong. Why they are never trained to be familiarize in the area they are taking care off? I was quite mad but it was not this incidents that refresh my madness. This year my house was being ransacked. It was on a saturday morning around 11 am. It was the second time on the same day but nothing much have loss because most of the presious stuff has been stolen in the previous break ins. When i heard that my neighboor staying behind me call the police, I thought that they might be reaching as soon as possible. But to my horror, they couldn't find my house according to the address given. They only found it later on which all the thief have left the house. This was what i am frustrated. They are not familiar with the place & thus making their movement more slower. How can they manage to catch them? They really need to find a solution for this. I have no comment fot this. Let the HEAD OFFICER deal with it.

by glory @ jkwy

loneliness

lonely on the streets

alone in the room

feeling loneliness all this while

yet i have something to hold on

~

but i want to feel the reality

something that get me going

so that i wont get bore

is this life i am searching for...

~
how can i tell you

how i feel

i just want to share my passion;

my interest with you

~

longing for you was my deepest desire

i just hope that one day when you come into my life

i will be there to cherish you

when you are down

i just want to show you how much i care for you

~

if you say that you are not pretty

i would say that i am not arnold

but i would try to put some sponge to my shoulder

to make you happy

~
if love was all about looks

where should soul be?

my soul touch me to know you more

is there a way to get close for us

i would try & make it happen

~

let us not forget

GOD created MAN

but MAN was all alone

he felt lonely

so GOD created WOMAN

in order that both of them can bring cheer to each other

~ by glory @ jkwy ~

PS: this poem was started because i sense something in a friend of mine. So i start with it & the rest was my thought.

run4life~!

running for my life

running for this life

running for the love

running for the future

I will run

nothing will interupt me

i will always be there for you

i will always run for the highest spot

i believe there are things that are waiting for me..

finish em'up & leave to others to continue the work..

i am a starter

i am firing up the world

like a true fighter,

i will fight till the ends of my life,

even i am down with no strength,

i will not give up for thy people,

they needs the spirit to keep on moving.

by glory @ jkwy

PS: still needs to edit for it was my raw post-up. have something in mind but havent spill it out..take care

New Police Story ~! ichiban~!

I think is been long time i haven't went to cinema. Today i went to MID VALLEY watching 'New Police Story' with my friends. Jackie Chan has not making much chinese movies for the years as he is concentrating on hollywood market. I thought that "N.P.S." will be another junk movie that jackie or well known as 'taiko' remake it. But to my suprise, the movie has a lot of new ideas coming out of it. It does not include action; it also has romantic, family relationship, young generation games & others factor that you have to see it for your self. 'Taiko' JC was one of my fav. actor along the year i grew up. Almost all his movies i have seen. I also wanted to recommend you guys 'JOHN Q'. It was one of the touching movies. Included in the list is 'RADIO'. Prepared tissues if you were to watch this 2 movies. Is very touching for me. Other movies that produce this year wasn't that attractive. I prefer MATRIX & LOTR. It will be a long time fav. LASTLY, watch movie to relax your self after a hard day work. Njoy your week end ~!

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iF i ~ ~ ~

I wonder who created or founded the word "iF". It has been regularly use by people around the world. For the chinese, it was pronounced as 'ru guo'. "IF" was a question always pop up by people who regret, feel they have miss something in their life, found that they have no direction in life after so many years, recalling the things that they should have done & not done, recalling the yester-year, the memorable & the pains. All this involved in love, life, relationship, family, brotherhood, friendship, & many more. I wonder how can human actually not making a mistake & enjoy every moment that they have now. They must also awake of their surrounding so that they will not miss it. But it was not that simple. We often miss it with ease. When you encounter stuff that had over, please try not to use "if". Instead, try to put it in history. Use a sentence called "MOVING FORWARDS!". I find that quite a number of people still carried their burden along their life. Put it down & move forwards. I my self are putting things down & move forwards with my life. Challenge come along with our life. We gotta erase some stuff off & refill with new stuff. Thats part of life. It is also part of game. Are you ready for the challenge?

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a wonderful love : )

i have an opportunity to witness a mother love to a form 2 student. I was suprise that the mother of this student whom i gave tuition came to see him. She actually came along with the teacher to see how her son are doing. The teacher actually came by to take the student to a near by bank to open a bank account for loaning purpose. The mother was so caring about her son that she just say a lot of things to him. She is still slim like last time i saw her. I feel touch by the way she nurture her son. Hope that they could live a better life in the future.

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Some of us really fortunate for we just need to concentrate on studies only. Others were not so lucky. They need to worry for survival too. I know one student who need to work after school everyday to earn a little income. They need it to survive on daily needs. Nearing exam, they too sacrifice their study time for the sake of earning the money. I was worried for their result. At least please finish your exam only continue working. But i think they really can't leave their work behind. Poor family they are, what can we do to help them? We too need money, what we can help them is to give them support & love.

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Talking about love, some people that i have know don't get enough love from their parent's. Love is care, understanding, loving each other & etc. There are a lot of people who without parent's, father or mother...they either stay in a relative house, friends house, & those care houses. Some even encounter abuses, bad family, behaviour problem, & etc that i feel bad to mention it. LOVE is all they need & yet this world is so cruel. I am giving a part of my love, how about you? Think about it. How fortunate some of you are...with good family, good education, good life...think about those people i said above. You should appreciate what you have now & share your LOVE!

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what motivates me to become a teacher?

for the past few days, i am thinking what that motivates me to become a sen sei.

1. GTO - Great Teacher Onizuka : A japanese drama that tells a gangster who become a teacher in a secondary school. It was with one condition: He must have a resignation letter with him all the time if anything happen & he will have to responsible for any wrong thing that he had done.
2. My MOTTO: making a difference in human lifes. i have apply this since i made a decision to "make an impact in human lifes". So this school life was one of the place to start my hunting for the people who need changes. All the student come from different background. i will have to understand them better to change them. The way they live their life also give me an advantage to understand more of them & their behaviour. Human behaviour is something i am interested. I like to see people behave in different ways.
3. A sentence that touch my heart. I accept this offer of teaching in this secondary school is because of this sentence :

~ A hundred years from now, it will not matter how much money you had, the sort of house you lived in or the kind of car you drove; but the world may be different because you were important in the life of a child.~

~ You made the difference for me. Thank you! ~

the sentence above was send by a student to a teacher thru a card.

~ thank you for choosing this profession.~

this sentence also send by a student to a teacher. simple & touching.

~Teacher, i know we are naughty. We do many silly things. We get you into trouble all the time but you have loved us.~

~ Teacher, you did not just teach us English but most of all you taught us to be a good human beings. ~

the above sentence was a speech by a student who tell of how they feel towards a teacher who teach them ENGLISH. It was on this teacher birthday that they held for him & said it to him on the spot.

Student should learn how to appreciate their teacher effort. They doesn't need to spend 100++ to buy a present or what. A words of thank you will do. The teacher will understand it.

DO now to show your teacher that their effort was not throw into rubbish bin.

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life is restless. journey continue's ...

sen sei, why you got so many pimples ah? ermmm.... i have been asking my self for more than a few years d. A lot of people do concern about me. Some ask me see doc, some just say why i never take initiative to take care of it. IS not that i don't take care of my face, but i taken too much care that recently i really feel fed up & want to stop it. I use more brand than you have imagine. I use more product than a normal person would use. My mom would always grumbles that i always eat all the rubbish until my face become like that. I even eat more curry ...hahaah...who cares? i just wana enjoy my self. If i wana stop eating this & that for the sake of my beauty, i would rather die. Don't ask me to do it, it's not me. I can eat a lot of food. Unlike some people who just can eat some particular food, i can eat all. So fortunate i am...

3rd day of tuition.

kind of a bit frustrated when one of them were a real slow learner. I am thinking whether is he don't understand or just a slow learner. But i manage to cool my self down & give more patient towards the student. It is very tired & i almost fall asleep while giving tuition to them. Well, after giving them a question to work on, i quickly wash my face. Kind of feeling too tired. A teacher work is just a half day work but i feel like working full day. The other student show improvement. He finish all the question i gave him the day before yesterday. When i mark his question, miraculously all his answer are correct. I feel happy for him...but yet, i can't show it in front of him. I have to be strict but i gave a well done to him. If he pass this paper, i will consider spend him a dinner. Haha...no income d now wana spend pula. Any sponsor? hee hee..

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YEO MY SIS

WELL, I THINK OF PUTTING CHATTERBOX. bUT IF I PUT IT ON, MY INTERFACE WILL RUN. SO I DECIDED THAT I WIL NOT PUT IT ON , bUT IF next time d chatter box good d, may be i will use..
bye

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u're just imperfect~!

ordinary people like me will get angry when things go wrong. But now a days i seems to have it controled. Well, i have IMPROVED . YEAH! Anyway, update on my student. FONG FEI KEI AGAIN...sad la me. ya, encounter some problem today. I start to think that i am really not fully equiped with a mature mind set. There are things that i never think of it & it just pop by me suddenly. But anyway, it was a challenge for me. I like challenge. May it be mentally or physically. It will improve me. i am preparing my self for the futures. Nothing is impossible. I believe that everyones has it's own talent. You gota screw it out by ya self. I have discover what talent's (or i shud say ability) i have. May i use it the right way.

SHUT UP, MY MOUTH!

well, my mouth tends to talk non-stop. I read upon a news that say a teacher teach non-stop for 71 hours. I am thinking...can i? haha..i must prepare to have a 10 gallon of mineral waters by my side. Teaching non-stop?NAH, PREACHING non-stop will do for me. Talk about what? life, futures, love, family, human behaviour, the fairness in this world (sensetive issues, immature people are discourage to join in d talks.) I think i am capable of talking all this topic if given a chance. HAHA...who wana be the first person? : )

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2nd Day of tuition

today was the second day i gave tuition to my student. One of them told me they never do, while the other one manage to do a few question. I kinda feel a bit mad but calm my self down. I know is not easy to teach them. I try to be nice & treat them good by not scolding them. They have enough of scolding. I think they need love & a gentle people to guide them. I would say that this was the first time my patient were tested & i was so calm. I rejoiced for my self. I ask them to try it no matter it is wrong or correct. It will up to me to say whether you are wrong or right after you have finish your question with answer. They slow to understand, but still can do it. Thanks for the day. I hope they will improve!

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love

love , there r 2 kind. One is i love you & i sacrifice to let you know that i love you. & i really hope to take care of u for the rest of my life. In it, it also having the mutual love in between us. Thats a real love.
Second one is i love you as a friends or family. Not further relationship. But a mere care of loves.
what i am talkin? LOL

uh?

hatred, jealousy, mis-understanding, dislike, un-easiness...all this sum up to become a way to against a people who are innocent.

journey con't....

I think the student will understand why i have been trying so hard to teach them. Today both of them absent from school. I felt a bit dissapointed. After school finish, i went to the house where one of them who has been suspended stays. I was shock as he was not at home. SO i just ask their sister to call me up if he return. Then i return back to school to do some work & later on went to another student house in which i told you guys about his mom who working as a promoter. While on the way to the student house, i receive a call from the guy sister stating that he had return. Well, thank god that they gave me a chance to teach them. On the other hand, the poor boy are not at home. When i call back to the guy house, the other student was there. Well, so nice & lovely, i go & give them maths tuition for the sake of their education. Weak as they are, but they willing to learn. Thats the spirit i like to see. Hope they do well in their exam.

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a journey less people took~but i made an exception !

Date: 21 September 2004

Today was one of the day i will remember. The Reason: i gone insane with myself. I go beyond my limit to look for a person. In the end.....let me begin the journey..........................................

There was a teacher telling me about this student. His presence were not felt among the class. He had absent from school for about a week already. I hope to give him tuition so that he can sit for his exam in 2 weeks time. Anyway, i get his address from his form teacher. I also get his mom hand phone as to contact her before i go & look for them. But sometimes, i just can't call only. I have to show my intention in getting him back to school. (FYI, my phone no credits. so don't want to call. Some more the opposite is using Johor Bahru lines. NO $$$) Well, after school today, i fetch some of the student's back home as it was raining. Then i proceed with the plan of meeting the student & his mother. (the father has gone missing. Dun ask why, i forget d.)

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As i drove along the highway in Puchong, i still can't locate this address. It was really making me frustrated along the way. I have gone thru some of the route few times in a row. I feel like i am getting no where. When i plan to give up locating this address, i just can't believe in my self. How can i just give up like that? I keep on searching until some places that i really don't know where i am. As i drive, i keep on asking people on the road. Many of them are very helpful & give me direction. I just couldn't believe it & keep on searching with the people helping me all the way. I remember i have ask 5 to 7 people along the way to reach the destination. The people who give direction just tell it without second thoughts as it is still raining when i ask them. I REALLY SALUTE THEM. ( Is there any column for the people to express their gratitude in the newspaper? )

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As i follow the direction, i reach the place where this boy stays according to the address given. I go look for it & then saw the number plate of the house. I was over joy & nervous. So i knock on the door for few time...still no respone. I knock again...& also pressing the door bells. Well, still no people answer. Then i knock for the last time, i wait for a while, think that may be he is not at home for the moment. I decided to go home as it was useless. SUDDENLY, the door open when i was going to go down the stairs (the place is a flat.), i turn & saw a woman around my age. (may be older than i am.) Then i proceed to ask her is she the mother of this boy. She reply no & i quickly ask is this boy i am looking for at home. She reply no. Well, then she ask me who am i. (i forget to introduce myself first. i m too nervous.) I tell who i am & whats my intention here. We chat a while to understand what's going on & she make a few calls to tell me more clearly of their situation. She also told me that they have shifted from this house to some where near by. She had no idea of where the boy are right now.

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The boy mom is working near by. (she has changed her job. Before this, she was a baby sitter. Thats why i thought she might be at home taking care of baby. ) Well, i give her my hp & my house phone number. I tell her to inform the boy mother so she can contact me to discuss further about this boy studies & future. Then i just say thanks to her & leave the place with a dejected heart. I hope that they will call me tonight to discuss it. I can't do anything. Just hope that miracles happen & the student will come back to school to finish until SPM in 3 years time.

May GOD BLESS THIS FAMILY & THE STUDENT that i teach. Keep on praying for them. GOD is there doing HIS work thru us.

MAY THIS TRUE JOURNEY TOUCH YOUR HEARTS.

Date: 22 September 2004

Today 22nd September, will be a day i will always remember how the woman suffer for us, the younger generation. I am touch by the way how the mother of the student that i told you all suffer. I and a teacher managed to find her at a supermarket working as a promoter. This job does not earn much & not a long term job. It pays only RM 5 per hour for her effort. Before this, she was a baby sitter & take care of baby at home. She was around 30-40 years old lady. Quite slim comparing to a normal woman. Almost saw her bone. Anyway, we say hello & tell her who we are. When she know about it, she humbly say thanks for coming & tell us that she really don't know that her son has not attend school for days. She only knew about it when her sister daughter told her that i went to her old house yesterday to ask information about the student.

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She was so angry that she woke up her sleeping son & cane him twice that night it self. When i heard about it, it really hurts my heart. She also told us that her son usually go to cyber cafe to play. It was joined by another friends of him that also taught him to skip school. Anyway, judging by how the mother had tell us, i know that the mother also want him to have a good education. The mother work from 7am until 10pm daily to earn money. Where do she had time to take care of him & the whole family?

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To make it simple, every mother loves their children. They want them to be their best in everything. I almost cry when i heard about how this mother struggle to make an income yet the son didn't know it. I hope that one day the son will understand this & don't dissappoint his mother again. The mother was a humble person & even said she feel very bad that she can't serve us water when we went to visit her. She also keep on thanking both of us for taking care of her son. She ask us to guide her son to become a better person. I feel touch by this. To those out there, this is not a story created by me to entertain you. It was true & i can even bring you to them to see how they suffer. GOD bless them.

~ second visitation~

The second visitation followed by to a student house claim to be the close friends of the student that i mention above. The address was given by the mother and we just go there to check out how are their environment. When we reach there, it was a normal single storey houses. We ask for the student but he just only left the house. I have not meet this student but the teacher that go with me teach him before. So we talk to a man who claim to be his elder brother. We tell whats going on & the student brother say that he know his brother never go to school. This student go around the place by foot. He usually frequent places like cyber cafe & walk around the town until late at night. I am hoping that this student will understand that if he doesn't continue his studies, he will have difficulties finding a good job in the future. I told the brother that i had tuition for the other poor student's. I would like his brother to joined them to prepare for their exam. The elder brother of this student promiss that his brother will come to school tomorrow. We will counsel the student when he come back to school. I hope that everything goes as smooth as it would be & may GOD guide us thru all this difficulty.

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Date: 23 September 2004

Today start the lesson for the 3 student's. They gave a good respone & a teacher who teach them even spread gospel to them. (She is a christian too.) Well, there was one student who had been suspended from school for a week starting tomorrow.(he had not attend school for almost a month. Must be broken hearted with the result. So decided to skip school since he think he can't study.) So i ask him to study at home & tomorrow i will go to his house to teach him what that he don't understand. I really like the feeling of teaching them. No idea... Then there was another form 1 student who join them (teman them.) . So i ask whether is he interested to have the tuition with us...he just say that he have phobia with tuition. I later learn that his mother use to force him to go tuition during primary school. It was hard to persuade him back to study as he don't feel like it after primary school tuition experience. Well, then i will fins a way for him to over come it....& thats all i could say. I am really dread tired. Last 2 days ago my internet connection already making me crazy...now is back to normal. Thank GOD. If not, you will have to read this story in a week time. & i just can't wait to tell you.

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**A person cannot be judge by his external behaviour only, they should understand him better by checking on his environment. Look beyond your eyes. Let us PRAY to GOD for guidance & strength each day as we can't GO against all this by our own strength. ~ CHRISTIAN WARRIOR, MARCH FORWARDS ! ~ ***

PS: Any feedback are welcome. Sorry for the long & full of words articles. I just can't stop telling how i feels.

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bout my student !

to all my student who visits here, thanks for coming. Well, for my friends info, those class that i teach are FORM 1 B, 1 H, 2 A, 2 C, 2 H, & 2 K. I teach Kemahiran Hidup (K.H. a.k.a living skills). Is not easy but at least is still ok for me. I am teaching girls class as i am replacing the teacher who teach them in the beginning. There are some class that i afraid to go in as it will make me FAINTS. haha..it was not easy to handle them as i am a soft hearted man. i am not experience as well & easy to falls to their trap...haha.. to conclude, they are cute & active student who are going thru a maturity process. They ask a lot ! One famous question they will ask is my age. HAha...i am the youngest teacher in this school...Anyway, i am not a good teacher either. There are a lot of things that i still dunno how to teach them.But i am willing to learn.. hehe..failed to be a great teacher. I got one question. How will a teacher be a great teacher in a student heart's? Answer me by mail or by comment. Thanks

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