The arts of Experiencing God

I am back! Back from YLDP @ KKB. This time around, it reminds me of Prayer Conference in Penang that are being held early this year. You may wonder how come... It's because of the holy spirit that worked in me.

Before i went to YLDP, i actually watched a video on youtube where a pastor pray for people to be fill with holy spirit. When the pastor start praying for the people, they were filled with holy spirit and are weak to stand on their feet. In a while, they fall & lie on the floor. As i watched it, my first impression is that it may be a bit of exaggerate by people who upload the video.

However, what i see may not compare to the experience that i had.

I have the privilege to witness the reality of what that is showed in the video. For the first 3 days of the camp, i have witness something that i had not seen/experience personally in my whole life.

For the first 2 night, pastor daniel singh prayed for the participants. We as helper were there to support him and i must say that we are short of hand when the holy spirit start working amongst us. I was stunned when he just put his hand a few cm before the participant forehead and followed by placing his hand on the stomach/hand. What he say was "CHANGE" for a few time and the holy spirit is like passing from his hand to the people who were being pray for. I was really amazed by this and the vision still clear in my mind. The end of the first night really shock me up and i find GOD so Close to us! I am sweating like never before!

The second night follow as how the first night was. I am more prepared for it. We also see more people coming forward to take up the challenge to get close to GOD.

The third night pastor requested to pray for the helper. In my mind, my thought is that i am a man, it wont be any easy for me to fall off/being control by the holy spirit from my own strength. There are many people who had pray for me, but none has done it before. How can it happen on that day? How can the holy spirit work that day? How wrong i am!!! I have this ego that i need to stripped it OFF! God has showed me that he is the greatest among all!

When pastor prayed for the rest of the people, i still doubt about it. When he stand in front and prayed for me, i lost my strength and GOD's Holy Spirit filled me!!!!!!! I am weak and GOD use His people to bring me down on the floor & reconnect with Him again. I felt that there is a heavy weight on me & i couldn't move both my hand! At last, i surrender all my life unto Him. I asked for His forgiveness. He showed me vision that are just too much to contain in my lives. This is a day that i will remember and i will not drift away from GOD. This is also a day i remember for His greatness!

Friends , God is in charge of everything. I am a man, BUT GOD IS GOD! His love is the greatest of all!

I hope that this testimonies will change your life.

I am going into Unisel this wednesday. Please pray for me that everything will be smooth. May the LORD bless you!

Riots-Another trend in Msia?

Recently, Malaysia is pretty 'HOT' as our country name are frequently heard oversea. I believed that it will boost Malaysia Tourism! Right? Thats what the Minister say mah..Visit 2007!

Malaysian Want to be heard! That is why people are willing to come out and stand for what they think is right. Why can't they (The GOV.) allowed peaceful hand over for the memorandum? The Bersih Campaign & the Hindraf.. why don't let them just pass the stuff to those authority, and everything will be solve? Why wana block their voice/intention? Perhaps the COPS/Rela/FRU are too free right? Aren't Malaysia practice democracy? Come on la... They are not killing people, they just want to pass something up !!!! They want their voice be heard! That will not go against the rule... OK, perhaps they don't have police permission... But just let them pass up a paper, will it be that hard?

I guess in future when a student want to pass up his/her homework, they might have to go through the police station to ask permission!

Ridiculous? Have some thought!

A war scene?

Noise are everywhere. It seems to me like a night market where people are yelling from far away. With the smell that linger in my nose, i hated it so much. But i gear up my self, walk up front to the man wearing blue uniform & enquired your whereabout. The environment is just like a war zones. Every human face has a tired look. They looked like just had a battle before i arrived...

I was at University Malaysia visiting a friend in ICU. Those description above reflect how i see it from my point of view...

Her name is Tay Suet Leng. She just undergo bone marrow transplant. Before the bone marrow being transfer from her sister who is her donor, she is quite good & chubby. Now, what i have seen is a no-reaction friend whom i can't talk or sms. I felt so helpless as i can't do anything. Looking at her lying on the bed, my heart ache. I also thought of how her parent would felt.

I begin to pray for her as i felt so helpless. Praying for her is the only thing that i could do for her. The nurse told me she is stable. For further information about her, the nurse asked me to refer to the doctor in charge of her. I rejected knowing that doctor is busy. No point i ask them how is her situation as i can see it for my self.

Friend, appreciate our lives as we remember these people who are fighting for their lives. I request that all of you, please pray for her. She is 20 years old, going 21 this December.

May God bless you & have a nice day!

That voice....

There seems to be a voice that linger in our mind. Be it good or bad. For me, it was a memorable ones. There is this voice that i find it interesting. I find it so energetic & cute. (Can't express it, so replaced it with cute.) A voice that are filled with expression kind of voice...that touch a person heart, my heart.

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I officially hand over my resignation letter today. The reason: I am going to study!!!

I am taking up a foundation course in Unisel this coming December. The course that i am taking in the future are Bachelor Of Education (TESL). I have got to start in foundation as i only got my form 5 cert. It would bring me to become a teacher (Osensei Jarod) in the future. I love teaching. I can't seems to see my passion lost in teaching. I even convinced my dad of how important of being a teacher. I know that it would not involve me, but a bunch of student in the future. My father quote that the secondary school student are out of track & disrespectful of the elder. That is the reason i challenge my self to get a degree in education in order that i may go in & bring them to the right path. With that in mind, it will motivate me & i will never GIVE UP easily no matter how challenging are the road that lay ahead.

May GOD bless me & bring me forth to the future.

Is there love around?

I am quite bother by what i heard. The title tell what i meant. It was refering to a christian surrounding. Where is the love? It is either the environment that has change how people behave or it could be people are following the trend of the world. I am sadden by the fact people are no longer putting sympathy & love; but facts, protocol, rules, & all kind of crap. How can we change the way people think?

My only vision is that the teacher in the future will be able to take up this challenge & change the sad environment. I see it very clearly that any form of education start at young age. When some one grow older, their mind set will fix & no longer accept opinion. Even how a child will behave actually start from his/her mother womb. When a mother that carry her child happy at that time, the child will most likely be a happy go lucky child...

May you ponder on it. Let me know how you think...