Malaysia requires more people to voice out and stand in the front line. No more hiding behind their comfort zone and wait for changes to come. We ought to do it NOW! Peace to all mankind.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

2006 oooOh

Happy New Year !!!
Welcome 2006!

This is another year that we will have to go thru. I wish all of you the best and TRY your bEST! Let the old story behind and begin a new journey. May GOD bless everyones of you! Take Care : )
With regards from Jarod

Friday, December 30, 2005


I got invited 2 my former company annual dinner. It was all japanese food and quite ok. It was at 1 U. Meet up with my MADAM who has been taking care of me dearly last time. I really thank them for taking care of me when i work there. We chatted and i left around 9.40pm. It seems still early for me so i go walking around the mall. I saw a exhibition that show the aftermath of Tsunami. It touch my heart. There is one question that pop up my mind when i view the pic:
How are this people going to live their life with nothing in hand?
  1. Education- No formal education. Not comfortable for them. No proper place.
  2. Career- No job for them. No money. No choices of jobs.
  3. Family- No support. No love. No reunion.
  4. Future- No Where!

It seems heartening to see all this happen. While me? I got everything ready for me. Thank GOD for giving me a peaceful place to stay. I can't imagine all this happen to me. if it does happen, it would test me. Like the people say, Survivor! The people in Sri Lanka & Aceh are facing a tough time. Pray for them! God bless you who read this and May your heart be touched.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005


Jus wana blast out my self!
@#$%^% kanasai
Been trying to study but couldn't get into my minds. sorry for wasting ur bandwidth. Well, this few days really waste a lot of times. I just don't want to start practising my maths. My lazy worms r killing me softly , gently and may be manly way. YUCKS!
GOSH! Been thinking and growing in lots of ways. Well, nothing compare to the fun of knowing my new adventure that are coming soon.
Chinese New year r just months away. I don't feel anything at all. Christmas are just the same. Like nothing will come to me. I just feel abnormal. Not joyful enough.
raining now. My father pula act like SUPERMAN . Dont use umbrella. kek sei yan! My old man has HIGH BLOOD pressure yet he dun take good care of himself. When is he gonna "behave"? The pharase where it seems bad ! for children only..
nothing much
see u guys
grin :)

Sunday, December 25, 2005

reflect a bit lo

On Christmas eve, i don't really celebrate much. Just have a dinner with my friend's and chat with them until the wee hours. We just talk and sips some wines. Oh well, i don't dare to drink so much. Health concerned ma!
I just realize that it is December now. Not that i don't realize whats going on earth, BUT; it seems to me like end of the 21st chapter of my life. Christmas isn't Christmas! I don't have much feeling anymore. It seems to me that it was more of a Celebration than knowing the real meaning of Christmas. No body seems to care about it...I remember a speaker talking about Christmas! It is a sad day. JESUS came down to earth and died for us. And we? Celebrate what?
Sometimes , we just lost our self. I come to realize certain things today. I am not going to mention it here. It is all about life. You gotta open your eyes and see the wide side of this world.
My thank list:-
  1. GOD - making me a good person i am today. You are beyond description.
  2. My parent's - For their constant encouragement and trying their best to be a good parent to me.
  3. My good friend ( You know who u r ) - For your constant encouragement and advices, your funny quotes, and all the things that happen around. Thanks for everything! :)
  4. My close relatives - For the love, joy and memories that you share with me.
  5. My self - For being so special that no ones can copy me!!!! hehehe!

ok, thats all i wana mumbles. Today newspaper. Check it out and see whether got me BIG face in it or not. HEHE! Take K. May GOD bless everyones of us!

Friday, December 23, 2005

F3 result out...

oh well..i am not talking about F4 , but Form 3 PMR results out d...
I still remember it well that when i take it, i am over joy when i got 2 Aces. Well, i am not a book worm. It is consider good for me...hehe! Well, the most nervous ones will surely be SPM.. Where it decides your future. I decline to tell how well i did. But it certainly allow me to study in college. What ever it is, the feeling is long gone. Now, my life is more than SPM cert. Is more harder i guess.
Little by little we grow
The history are full of laughter
Things that we treasure
Will always be in our memory

ho HO HO

HO HO HO....
Today i gone for Carolling ! YES! My first time... Well, generally it is fun! V have fun in the bus..singing along and practising a bit. Everyone got their throat mess up. No voice. Stop at any houses also need water to refresh after singing. Well, the best is O HOLY NIGHT where we test out our ochestra type of voices. I love it..haha. OLD is GOLD.
The next performance will be at:
Ikano Pet Shop, Damasara.
This saturday 24th December
Then the next ones after Ikano will be at:
Coronade Hotel, This sunday 8pm-9pm.
Do come and kacau us! hehe!
ok, i am pretty tired. Can't sleep cause i am too full. k, take k!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

have a merry day...

O little town of Bethlehem....
Joy to the world....
Silent night...o holy night..

Oh well, If you ever noticed, this is all the song sang at Major shopping complex...Oh...Phobia for me but nice! HAHA! I love singing it at this seasons!

Well, if u guys know about chinese culture, today (22) everyones will be older by one year old. MEans I am 22! What la ..make me feel so old! haih!
SO many people called me uncle~I wana erase this nick! This is my mission. hahaha~ or HO HO HO!
Well, i will be busy until Christmas over. Got carols and presentation in Klang Valley. DUH! first timer in carolling and i gota face all this big stuff. haih!
Oh well, i have been asking my self a lot of question about love. Lucky that i have friend to give me some guides. Previously some friend share an ariticles with me. I find the usefulness in it now. Well, life is just wonderful. And love is unexplainable. Well, Human? INTERESTING ! Btw, not that i in love only ask about it yea..just come to my mind.
Go figures about what you can do and it will amazes you as you compare with certain stuff. Robot can't do what man can do.... U go find out la!
Christmas is around the Corner. I am afraid i can't wish all of you at that time. SO , here i wish you from the bottom of my heart:
Merry Christmas!
May GOD bless you and keep you safe.
You will always be in my prayer.
From Jarod Kok

Friday, December 16, 2005

wat V gonna do?

I have no ideas what i wana do this few days. Been hectic and studies seem so much that i wana cover after i realize certain things that refresh me. Many stuff happen this year. Although is not d year end, i sum up everything and realize something. Every year challenge get harder. Thus, man n woman cannot always be kids. V got to grow up being a better person to face lots of hardship.
I might not be your typical 21 year old boy or young adult (some ones remind me of my status. I m NO longer YOUTH!). It seems that learning never stop for every ones. Agree? hehe
Of course, GOD has HIS role and make me a better person. Next year is another yr that V need to go thru...

Read in The Star N found this dumb thing belows!:
More single women in KL
  • A COLUMN in Kosmo! about the goings-on in the city says that women fear being called andartu (old maids).
  • Most of them said they were still single because they couldn't find the right men or that they were focusing on their careers. Others blamed fate.
Oh well..i guess, this is pretty true. PPL go for work, earn money , earn respect and stuff they hunger for. Just like Singapore nia.... FYI, Malaysian are getting kiasu! Don't believe? Please, i have Doubles eyes. Wear spec la i mean! but really i can see it.

U guys remember i work in Kiddy centre? The parents are really Kiasu that their children wont catch up with others. The race has just begun. You will see it. The 4 yr old kids parent's are planning for their primary level even before they finish up the kiddy time. N now a days, they don't look towards having a balanced lifestyle which consist of studies and activity. I do know some still balanced up their child's life.
I am not really a book worm. I am jus active. Normal guy i guess. HAHA!
Btw, don't make your self suffer by teaching your child/ kid until siao. This wont wont work. Your love work the most! Every child is special. Learn to accept who they are.
May God bless you, fren!

Monday, December 12, 2005


i m Sad for my father health... He checked his blood pressure and was accounted at 180-190. This is pretty high. Normal ones would rate at 110. Got to take medicine and stuff to reduced it. Oh well, need to learn something to reduce it for him. Guys/ girls, Take good care of your health. Don't make yourself unhealthy.
Meanwhile, Happy for somethings that go on now a days. Hard to describe. May GOD bless me and all of YOU!

Saturday, December 10, 2005

time run faster than i tot

Just came back frm Cherrie's party. I wont forget it not because of fun games that they had. But instead, Her house floor will make me remember HER n the party well. O well, my leg knock the Floor devider in between the kitchen and the corridor which has 2-inch high... oh man, not once but three times !!! Pain man! haha..have lots of fun. AT first tot dun wana go, but end up thinking that i will be bored at home as well. so GO n have my head refresh! Try to do some revision on Calculus but FED UP! SO i change to Algebra which is much better. Then, it was raining and i got some ideas...
I went n open up my windows, bring a chair outside and view the scenario. Although is not that nice, but some how the air refresh me as it rains. I read a part of it and relax...haha! nice man..
Time flew...n i miss some ones!
Is hard to understand why a man would loves a woman until so deep. There isn't any explanation for it. If anyone could answer that, please do write a book.
GOD creates woman for man. Why does man dont look for the woman? Now a days got so many Transexual around us. haih...y waste who u are by changing ur self? Really bulu naik when i see those people. Cant stand it. Not to talk bad la, but really not NORM in my eyes. You got your freedom to do what ever things, but u cant changes my view towards it. Not i don't like you, just not feeling good only.
My friend was complaining bout a guy who comes out frm LKW ins. Is good art college / UNi. Some how, this fella suppose to be a Graphic Designer but dunno anything about graphic designing. Need my friend who are IT grads to teach. I am laughing like solo... Not to criticise la, but comment on it. Where ever you are, you really need to learn a lot of others stuff than what u have to learn only. Not just for your course, but learn some other things that are relevant. This will help you alot. O please, like me... i am studyin IT, but only involved software la. Now, i am dealing with hardware. haha! Thats the point la! Must know everything. Learn everything that you can...
I was reading thru a news paper that write about man who get woman... It was on survey that they found out man who are artistics get woman more easily. You read a poem or describe the great romantic scene..n more...You will get a woman / girl more easily. GUYS, prepare your self. be more jovious. For love....
thats all i guess... miss U like Crazy even 1 min tak jumpa, tak dengar....gila saya!

Friday, December 09, 2005

a dedication for u...

Out of no where
I have know you
I might have ask GOD for you
But i am still unsure whether you are the one
I had know you for weeks
But my heart like have known you for years
My eyes are brighten when i receive your SMS
Everytimes i see it
A smile will come out of my lips
My heart has a blank space
And the blank need to be fills
I wish upon the sky
Hoping that it will be realize
Love is so wonderful
The cheers and the happiness
Nothing can compare to it
Out of no where
A love blossom ...

This is dedicated to SE.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Life is like a ...

Today got a conversation with DAN. Talk about how the CF in KJ has gone thru the hard times. I am from KJ as well. I am sad to see it in such a states. It needed to be revive and have a change in the way they think about CF. IT is not a lifestyles. It is a relationship that people build it together with GOD. CF is just a name. DAN & i agree on it. We never gone thru it together, but we know the important of it. Now a days i feel more happy and peace. GOD is wonderful! There has been remarkable changes in me. NOt in look of course, i dun trust plastic Surge. The inner self of me change. There are point where learning process never end! Is true! And YOU? Wana know more of GOD? Friend, I dedicates this song to you.

Light of the World
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes
Let me see
Beauty that made
This heart adore You
Hope of a life
Spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God
You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh, so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came
To the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor


I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross
I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

The song below was written and sung by Corrinne May. A singer from singapore.


It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
Coze it's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

This life journey is long. We don't know what may happen tomorrow. But in everything, we do our best. If anything happen tomorrow, we can still stand proud and say: I did my best!

Friday, December 02, 2005


Hands On Two Computer! Thats what i will be busy for the coming weeks. Installing OS and SW. Also cant neglect my BOOK. Been giving excuses and reason to myself. DUH! Adios!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

I know who ?

Oh well, this is another time where i refresh my self of whom i have know along my life journey...

I know...

Andrew Tan -of MI fame.
Andrew Tan - My church Pastor.

I know...
Daniel Lee -of MI 2 fame.
Daniel Koh -My X-school mates. N very kanaXXX BOY!

I know...
Kevin Lau-CF LEG.
Kevin Sim- Fren from secondary skol. Taiko!

I know...
James Ho- MYF LEG. Graphic designer play!
James Foo- MYF LEG Super lengchai!
James Wong-Myf LEG

I know...
Joyce Wong-MYF LEG {All joyce also lenglui...}
Joyce Chow- Myf LEG
Joyce (dunno sur name) - COll mate

I know...
Thomas Eddison- A creator of light bulb.
Thomas Lo-old skol fren. eh taiko, mana saya punya Dreamveaver CD?

I know...
Arthur Liew-old skol fren. Inspired to be a Director!
Arthur(dunno sur name as well)- Smk Bks4 Head Prefect @!very capable boy!

I know...
Melissa choo-CF leg
Melissa aka Submarine-net fren.

I know so many ppl some more... but i cant fit their first name.

I know everyone, but not everyones know me!

hahah! Sorry la, waste ur band width. Guess which one are Fake! That HE/SHE doesn't know me!