His need is above all my needs

I attended young adult meeting on Saturday evening. It turned out to be a meeting that had engraved a quote in my mind to remind my self. Thanks to Dave of his repeating quote, now its repeating when ever I do anything.

Perhaps it is also GWIP (God's Work In Progress).

How many time do we remind / evaluate our self before we do/say something?

I have to confessed that some times I just don't think that much; but rather just blast out without hesitation. At time, my anger just wouldn't listen to ME! Sad and desperately needed to change.

Now, I'm training my self to be more silent and think before I say anything. I have been putting my self before everything else. I need to change. No reverse gear is needed. thank you.

The arts of Experiencing God

I am back! Back from YLDP @ KKB. This time around, it reminds me of Prayer Conference in Penang that are being held early this year. You may wonder how come... It's because of the holy spirit that worked in me.

Before i went to YLDP, i actually watched a video on youtube where a pastor pray for people to be fill with holy spirit. When the pastor start praying for the people, they were filled with holy spirit and are weak to stand on their feet. In a while, they fall & lie on the floor. As i watched it, my first impression is that it may be a bit of exaggerate by people who upload the video.

However, what i see may not compare to the experience that i had.

I have the privilege to witness the reality of what that is showed in the video. For the first 3 days of the camp, i have witness something that i had not seen/experience personally in my whole life.

For the first 2 night, pastor daniel singh prayed for the participants. We as helper were there to support him and i must say that we are short of hand when the holy spirit start working amongst us. I was stunned when he just put his hand a few cm before the participant forehead and followed by placing his hand on the stomach/hand. What he say was "CHANGE" for a few time and the holy spirit is like passing from his hand to the people who were being pray for. I was really amazed by this and the vision still clear in my mind. The end of the first night really shock me up and i find GOD so Close to us! I am sweating like never before!

The second night follow as how the first night was. I am more prepared for it. We also see more people coming forward to take up the challenge to get close to GOD.

The third night pastor requested to pray for the helper. In my mind, my thought is that i am a man, it wont be any easy for me to fall off/being control by the holy spirit from my own strength. There are many people who had pray for me, but none has done it before. How can it happen on that day? How can the holy spirit work that day? How wrong i am!!! I have this ego that i need to stripped it OFF! God has showed me that he is the greatest among all!

When pastor prayed for the rest of the people, i still doubt about it. When he stand in front and prayed for me, i lost my strength and GOD's Holy Spirit filled me!!!!!!! I am weak and GOD use His people to bring me down on the floor & reconnect with Him again. I felt that there is a heavy weight on me & i couldn't move both my hand! At last, i surrender all my life unto Him. I asked for His forgiveness. He showed me vision that are just too much to contain in my lives. This is a day that i will remember and i will not drift away from GOD. This is also a day i remember for His greatness!

Friends , God is in charge of everything. I am a man, BUT GOD IS GOD! His love is the greatest of all!

I hope that this testimonies will change your life.

I am going into Unisel this wednesday. Please pray for me that everything will be smooth. May the LORD bless you!

Is there love around?

I am quite bother by what i heard. The title tell what i meant. It was refering to a christian surrounding. Where is the love? It is either the environment that has change how people behave or it could be people are following the trend of the world. I am sadden by the fact people are no longer putting sympathy & love; but facts, protocol, rules, & all kind of crap. How can we change the way people think?

My only vision is that the teacher in the future will be able to take up this challenge & change the sad environment. I see it very clearly that any form of education start at young age. When some one grow older, their mind set will fix & no longer accept opinion. Even how a child will behave actually start from his/her mother womb. When a mother that carry her child happy at that time, the child will most likely be a happy go lucky child...

May you ponder on it. Let me know how you think...