Malaysia requires more people to voice out and stand in the front line. No more hiding behind their comfort zone and wait for changes to come. We ought to do it NOW! Peace to all mankind.

Monday, December 10, 2007

The arts of Experiencing God

I am back! Back from YLDP @ KKB. This time around, it reminds me of Prayer Conference in Penang that are being held early this year. You may wonder how come... It's because of the holy spirit that worked in me.

Before i went to YLDP, i actually watched a video on youtube where a pastor pray for people to be fill with holy spirit. When the pastor start praying for the people, they were filled with holy spirit and are weak to stand on their feet. In a while, they fall & lie on the floor. As i watched it, my first impression is that it may be a bit of exaggerate by people who upload the video.

However, what i see may not compare to the experience that i had.

I have the privilege to witness the reality of what that is showed in the video. For the first 3 days of the camp, i have witness something that i had not seen/experience personally in my whole life.

For the first 2 night, pastor daniel singh prayed for the participants. We as helper were there to support him and i must say that we are short of hand when the holy spirit start working amongst us. I was stunned when he just put his hand a few cm before the participant forehead and followed by placing his hand on the stomach/hand. What he say was "CHANGE" for a few time and the holy spirit is like passing from his hand to the people who were being pray for. I was really amazed by this and the vision still clear in my mind. The end of the first night really shock me up and i find GOD so Close to us! I am sweating like never before!

The second night follow as how the first night was. I am more prepared for it. We also see more people coming forward to take up the challenge to get close to GOD.

The third night pastor requested to pray for the helper. In my mind, my thought is that i am a man, it wont be any easy for me to fall off/being control by the holy spirit from my own strength. There are many people who had pray for me, but none has done it before. How can it happen on that day? How can the holy spirit work that day? How wrong i am!!! I have this ego that i need to stripped it OFF! God has showed me that he is the greatest among all!

When pastor prayed for the rest of the people, i still doubt about it. When he stand in front and prayed for me, i lost my strength and GOD's Holy Spirit filled me!!!!!!! I am weak and GOD use His people to bring me down on the floor & reconnect with Him again. I felt that there is a heavy weight on me & i couldn't move both my hand! At last, i surrender all my life unto Him. I asked for His forgiveness. He showed me vision that are just too much to contain in my lives. This is a day that i will remember and i will not drift away from GOD. This is also a day i remember for His greatness!

Friends , God is in charge of everything. I am a man, BUT GOD IS GOD! His love is the greatest of all!

I hope that this testimonies will change your life.

I am going into Unisel this wednesday. Please pray for me that everything will be smooth. May the LORD bless you!

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Riots-Another trend in Msia?

Recently, Malaysia is pretty 'HOT' as our country name are frequently heard oversea. I believed that it will boost Malaysia Tourism! Right? Thats what the Minister say mah..Visit 2007!

Malaysian Want to be heard! That is why people are willing to come out and stand for what they think is right. Why can't they (The GOV.) allowed peaceful hand over for the memorandum? The Bersih Campaign & the Hindraf.. why don't let them just pass the stuff to those authority, and everything will be solve? Why wana block their voice/intention? Perhaps the COPS/Rela/FRU are too free right? Aren't Malaysia practice democracy? Come on la... They are not killing people, they just want to pass something up !!!! They want their voice be heard! That will not go against the rule... OK, perhaps they don't have police permission... But just let them pass up a paper, will it be that hard?

I guess in future when a student want to pass up his/her homework, they might have to go through the police station to ask permission!

Ridiculous? Have some thought!

Thursday, November 08, 2007

A war scene?

Noise are everywhere. It seems to me like a night market where people are yelling from far away. With the smell that linger in my nose, i hated it so much. But i gear up my self, walk up front to the man wearing blue uniform & enquired your whereabout. The environment is just like a war zones. Every human face has a tired look. They looked like just had a battle before i arrived...

I was at University Malaysia visiting a friend in ICU. Those description above reflect how i see it from my point of view...

Her name is Tay Suet Leng. She just undergo bone marrow transplant. Before the bone marrow being transfer from her sister who is her donor, she is quite good & chubby. Now, what i have seen is a no-reaction friend whom i can't talk or sms. I felt so helpless as i can't do anything. Looking at her lying on the bed, my heart ache. I also thought of how her parent would felt.

I begin to pray for her as i felt so helpless. Praying for her is the only thing that i could do for her. The nurse told me she is stable. For further information about her, the nurse asked me to refer to the doctor in charge of her. I rejected knowing that doctor is busy. No point i ask them how is her situation as i can see it for my self.

Friend, appreciate our lives as we remember these people who are fighting for their lives. I request that all of you, please pray for her. She is 20 years old, going 21 this December.

May God bless you & have a nice day!

Monday, November 05, 2007

That voice....

There seems to be a voice that linger in our mind. Be it good or bad. For me, it was a memorable ones. There is this voice that i find it interesting. I find it so energetic & cute. (Can't express it, so replaced it with cute.) A voice that are filled with expression kind of voice...that touch a person heart, my heart.


I officially hand over my resignation letter today. The reason: I am going to study!!!

I am taking up a foundation course in Unisel this coming December. The course that i am taking in the future are Bachelor Of Education (TESL). I have got to start in foundation as i only got my form 5 cert. It would bring me to become a teacher (Osensei Jarod) in the future. I love teaching. I can't seems to see my passion lost in teaching. I even convinced my dad of how important of being a teacher. I know that it would not involve me, but a bunch of student in the future. My father quote that the secondary school student are out of track & disrespectful of the elder. That is the reason i challenge my self to get a degree in education in order that i may go in & bring them to the right path. With that in mind, it will motivate me & i will never GIVE UP easily no matter how challenging are the road that lay ahead.

May GOD bless me & bring me forth to the future.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Is there love around?

I am quite bother by what i heard. The title tell what i meant. It was refering to a christian surrounding. Where is the love? It is either the environment that has change how people behave or it could be people are following the trend of the world. I am sadden by the fact people are no longer putting sympathy & love; but facts, protocol, rules, & all kind of crap. How can we change the way people think?

My only vision is that the teacher in the future will be able to take up this challenge & change the sad environment. I see it very clearly that any form of education start at young age. When some one grow older, their mind set will fix & no longer accept opinion. Even how a child will behave actually start from his/her mother womb. When a mother that carry her child happy at that time, the child will most likely be a happy go lucky child...

May you ponder on it. Let me know how you think...

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


Promises is a big thing. Now i am learning not to promise too much. Why is it so? Aren't promises is a good thing? Yea..but come to think of it, It will be breaching a promise if we are not able to do it. I promise so many things with people, but just few that i had succeeded in doing what i have promise. So, you still think i should promise? Let's look further.
Assume you have a relationship. To show how much you love & care for the person, you surely say that you will go with the person to this place, or you will do this or that on that particular days. But if something like sick ah, or worst, he/she leave you...aiyoyo.... so no more relationship, you have broken your promises that you want to do with the person. Or you GONG GONG SOKIA go there & imagine that person is there & do as you had promise ah? SOT! Sure no right..

So, the moral of the story is: Don't promise too much. This lives are very uncertain.

Bad illustration. But everyday is happening. So, its good ones! haha...

Have a nice day!

Monday, October 08, 2007


Friend, i urge you to sign up as Organ Donor! I believe that all of you know about Tee Hui Yi who has undergo 2 Operation for her heart. This is really amazing for her as she has waited for 1 year. I believe that GOD has His way. After her cried, immediately some one donate it to her. I was so touched! I felt like GOD has listen to her innocent cry. ASK & YE WILL BE GIVEN! Praise Him for His great LOVE!

Let's talk about our self. Are we really that selfish? Why can't we do something good after our death? COME ON! Imagine you died & your body will be either buried or cremate. SO waste of it when it actually can save a few more people & lighten up people hardship. See it as a positive thing. Don't think negatively. May you consider doing this good deeds. At least you can give something after your death if you have not given anything to people while you still alive. The link to donate your organ is below. Click & know more about it!

The Gift Of Life

Pass it on! Let more people know & commit into it! You may not know, You can made an impact in people's lives today!

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

life is like a boat

beh tahan...
no strength...
Need to improve on my English...
All above is how i felt. Since i start working, i sense the world is bigger & i have got tons to learn. Not to exaggerates, but that's the fact. We may see things differently once we started in the work force. I also give my self a year to do what i must do for my future. GOD is great in so many ways. We ought to rely on Him to sustain us in our lives. There is one verse that kept running in my mind.
It can be found in Proverbs 16 verse 1: We may make our plans, but God has the last word.
I have so many plan, but only GOD can decide for me the things that i need to do. He is great!~ AMEN!

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


Dr.House is one of my FAV. series. COCKY yet FANTASTIC ! Have a nice play on this game!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Die Another Day

My Name is Jarod, No Other than Jarod minus the BOnd!

ho ho ho...

I am pretty no-mood today. My house got break-in. I am fed up! This is the fourth time it happen! I really wana screw the person up! I lost some memorable thing. Family stuff lost are astro decoder, Sealer, & some money. Some stuff are also spoiled cause by the thief. My father lost his precious wine. hehe... buy so much for what la...

Come to think of it, i ask GOD why he allow such thing to happen. I felt like i am being tested by GOD. I compare my situation with Jacob. His faith was tested and still he trust GOD. I trust that GOD will make a way for me. Kindly pray that i will have peace staying in this house. I really wana move to other house after this house was interrupted a few time by people. had a heated discussion with my father for what i have thought.

I have no idea how will my future in this house...will i be peaceful? GOD knows.

FYI, this week is really a bad week. Went twice to police station in one WEEK!

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

a day to remember :o

hi folks,

I just got into accident today. Quite serious. But i am fine. All my body parts are still attached. :) Is really a bad day. I wasn't focusing on the road. Work stuff was on my mind. Now i should learn not to think while driving. The TV ads always say don't drink and drive. For me: Don't think and drive.

The front portion of my car was in bad situation. I will be without car for 2-3 weeks. I have got to travel by LRT to work. Thank GOD that i am alive. But i am thinking it could be a punishment for me. What to do, i made mistake some time. Its just a punishment to wake me up.

The accident happen near LRT kelana jaya. KM 11.8, thats the exact place. JAM & people are just busy body of what happening there. Took a day leave and deal with it. The whole morning is gone with an accident.

When i reached home, i just ate my lunch and off to bed. I don't wana think so much. i am exhausted. Sleep for 3-4 hours, i feel afresh. But the accident still linger in my memory. What has happened can't be changed.

Just be careful in the future.

Saturday, August 11, 2007


Foolish traffic system, foolish Banking system. Why do some party not doing anything about it? Car jammed up the whole LDP road leading to primary school, what causes it? Traffic light! At 10 second per time for the green light, who would not honk & be stucked at the most congested area? Think about it! Else if not, it was so long at a time. Car queue up & most probably can be list in The Malaysia Book of Record.

And the toll booth with the long queue, i wonder how they should react with it. They should not have built a toll booth in between the 2 area under the same state. Malaysia or PJ alone can be list in the Record Books. Foolish malaysia boleh! All also boleh that makes the nation suffer even more.

For Malaysia to be like Singapore, they really need to learn alot. There are alot of un-satisfied area which i would not want to comment. Malaysia really need to learn more from people. Don't be a foolish! BE wise!

Tuesday, July 31, 2007


Today my relatives held a reunion dinner to remember my grandfather. He passed away few years back. I can't remember the year. Before i had my dinner, i said a prayer that my family will be protected by GOD & that one day, i will be able to reunite with my grandfather. He was a kind man. He work until his last breath. Workaholic, thats suit him the best.

I still remember the time i was with him. There are bad & good time. But i really treasure the time i have with him. He teach me a lot of thing. In church there is a elder i know, He just reminded me of my grandfather. The face, the expression...

A part of me are just like him. Can't take it away. I am glad that i have his gene as well...

I am not sad. Just that i am a person who treasure old memory & sentimental stuff. Old stuff are hard 2 come by...

I still kept the sharpener that he buy for me while i was in kindergarten. Nice old blue BIG mechanical sharpener. Although i don't use it anymore, it will remain as my most precious stuff that he has given me. Gone is his presence, But the memory remain.

Thanks for being a part of my life.

Monday, July 30, 2007

Thank YOU

I wana thank GOD for the good weather, I meant The rain. For i am a lazy person, i hardly wash my car, he send rain & clean it up for me. Some time even the water drops on me, but i don't mind.

I wana Thank GOD, for he has cheer me up each day.
I am alive, this is also something i wana thank Him.
Everyday is beautiful, is all how we see the world.

Be positive!

Friday, July 27, 2007


What does my title stand for? Thank GOD Is FRiday!

Wohooo....finally my friday has arrive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Time flew fast! Another friday has arrive! I really grow to love friday now a days. Saturday will have some rest in the morning. Then another long day in the afternoon. Sunday lagi no need to mention. Full day!

So friend, if you are working, Appreciate the friday after work - sunday that we have!


Thursday, July 26, 2007

dry up

A week plus after my last blog, i am starting to dry up. Tired, brain out of service & don't feel like doing anything. I find time hard to manage after i have started working. Is not that i work till wee hours, but it was because i am tired after work & lazy to do anything. Just wana take a nap on d sofa & let the time fly away. I have got to do something. But in other sense, is good that i am tired & wore out so i wont spend my time thinking or day dreaming.

Work is pretty easy. But the challenging part is managing the booking well. Somehow, i enjoy it. Like talking to the client who want to book our resort. Feel great when they are satisfied. Colleague are just nice. Very close to them after i work there for 3 weeks already.

Watched Transformer! Great movie! 2 hand & leg thumb up! Next movie? No idea yet~ See got time boh...

Yesterday my house almost got break in; again! Darn the banana 2 indian (No discrimination here, but the facts is that the witness who saw it happen mention to us who they were.) I really hate those people that disturb my peace. I wonder what they really think of my house. Our house is just a old junk house. Not attractive at all. What the "H" you think la....GOLD house meh!? Jewel also don't have! The last time already stole so many stuff! Kick ur balls until you can't have baby then you know!!!!

Sorry la, i really can't take it la! i wana curse them also cannot. GOD say we must love our enemy. I am learning on it.

GOD, if you are seeing this, Punish them on behalf of me. And in future, they will know You & repent of their doing. & bonus, pay us back what they have taken. But i am not hoping for the return. For sure, peace is not something they can give us back. Only GOD can give. GOD, grant us thy peace!

brain blocked! see ya until the next blog.

Monday, July 09, 2007

why i am not 23 ?

I sit in front of the computer screen trying to recall what i wanted to update here. I think for a while... here is it. But before that, i just want to say i feel like an old man keep on forgetting what i am supp0se to do.

I am aged 23 this yr. Jus few weeks back i was still in my double 2. Now, it seems hard to catch it back.

I am trying to figure it out, how to live like a 23 year old youth..... Or young adult?

I do not aged 23 mentally, may be let's reverse my age, 32 ? That would suit me . I am like an old man nagging people..Giving wisdom talk..Giving advices ... Is it the effect of my environment? Because i hang around more with my old folks that i behave in this way? I like to think. But don't worry, I am not at the stage of mentally ill. I am aware of what i am thinking.

Is just that i couldn't be more active or more energetic like the youth in my church. Or perhaps the responsibility that has an effect on me? I felt like a father who nurture a child when i join the youth. (Sound so old....) If there is anyone who has the key to be young and energetic like most of the 23 years old boy, do let me know.

I still remember i joined the youth in Planetshaker concert. I jump until certain stage that i just don't feel like jumping anymore. WHY? I could not take the speed & jumping like mad just like the way they do.... Physical down...hahaha.

BTW, i can pass as a 18 yr old boy (:P) I can wear a secondary school uniform & go to school without anyone suspecting. thats the best part.

Old man or uncle, you need to figure how 2 revive your self. :)

FYI, i just started working at Jln Gasing. Start @ 8.30-5.15pm. Work under Methodist . The whole Methodist are under us! hahaha! I am taking care of CheFoo as well. (Chefoo Is a resort centre in Cameron High.) So if there is anyone that would like to GO chefoo, ask me for info or anything.

Working is tiring. Reach home just can't do much. Just want to lie on the sofa & watch some drama series. I also took some nap. Really taking my body out to the max. Now i understand how my parent, my youth counselor & some working adult who serve in the church really felt in their daily lives. For me, Mon-Fri work, Sat teach tuition for the moment, Sunday whole day occupied with church friend. I don't get enough slee too. Now, i really need to dozz off. This morning already feel so sleepy while working.

Night friend. Will update when i have the urge or when i am free.

Thursday, July 05, 2007

Thailand Trip

The trip to thailand was an eye opening one. A Vacation with an unforgettable experience and sight. I guess i am hoping to gain something over there rather than just having my fun time. I went there all alone as my travel partner fall sick just a week before my departure. Geared with only 10 KG of my backpack, i went to penang & stay over at a friend house. The next day, another friend bring me around to get some true penang delicacy. Unfortunately, it was not up to my standard. Neverthelas, i will go again to penang to scout for some food. But one of the nice ones i have tried was the Indonesia Curry Prawn. SUperb! Finger licking good!

Later in the evening i am on board the flight that everyones can fly! (Sure you know what i meant!) Upon arrival at thailand, i was quite lost as i am not sure about the public transport that can bring me to the guest house i am targetting. The map of bangkok is not useful as it never mention what bus i can take. With the least info, i just have to ask the people surround me. People's are kind to me in many ways. Although the communication are tough as some of them are lack in english, finger is what we have. Thank GOD we can use all that we had!

According to the direction that i got from the internet, i can actually get a bus from airport that bring me directly to Bangkok city. But it will cost me MYR 15. So being "smart" (+ stingy) that i am, i begin to get to the shuttle bus. OH NO! It's not the bus that i am suppose to take! I am so nervous that i kept on asking the lady sitting behind me where they are taking me!!! The sweat just won't stop & my heart are pumping much faster. But lucky as i am, this bus is a free shuttle bus that bring passenger to the bus treminal. Luckily i am not being sold to the slaves company...They ask me to take a bus from the bus terminal & it will bring me to the city. PHEW!

As i arrived, i got to the bus stand that the lady mention. I find that their public transport are at least more convenient, more better than malaysia. Everywhere is easily reach & the rates are cheap as well. I chatted with local folks to pass time. I also noticed that there are quite a number of them are wearing yellow collar T-shirt with a temple symbol on their left side pocket. Being so busy body, i enquired about it. Their King Bday are coming soon, they must wear it every monday to respect their King. GOSH! so committed! BTW, when i reach the city, i am abit suprise with the city. Its full of the king picture. They hold a high respect for him.

Taking a bus numbered 556 that lead me to the Thanon Khao San, or called as Khao San road. It's a guest house/backpacker favourite area that many westerner are staying. I consider my self as one of the backpacker & willing to experience how the people stay. The guest house i stayed was quite nice, not really expensive. It cost me MYR 15 for a night. I believe in KL it will cost me RM 40-60 per night in this kind of places.

I took a nice meal and rest quite early. The next day, i woke up quite early. It was not the alarm clock that woke me up. Perhaps because i am at a foreign land that my body are not use to it. The weather is really hot!! Everyday went by with a cold bath. Some of the days i even took 3-4 shower. Is nice to walk around, but the thing that bother me is i didn't bring enough cash for the trip. GOSH! The first few days of my trip really makes me worries.

But thanks to my parent, i am able to cope with the financial difficulty. Please take note that you can bring along your VISA + Master Card + Visa eletron. There are plenty of ATM for you to cash out $.

I also want to thank GOD for keeping me safe. In a land that i am not familiar, i am really grateful that i am well & un-harm when i return home. For those who had sacrifice a time of concern & commit me to GOD, Thank YOU very much for your prayer!

Bangkok has a lot of activities going on. There are alot of market for people to visit. Personally i like chacutak market which open on saturday & sunday only. Nice & i can see alot of happenning things surround this place. There are cheap books, antique, drinks, foods, cloths, accessories, decorating material, arts, & so many stuff which you wont get in KL. I just love the food! Delicious & unique! Books are cheap but too messy that i am lazy to flip & hunt for it!

For books, i would prefer Chiang mai which has plenty of used book store around it. Cheap & good! There is also another used book store which serve food as well. Is nice with the settings. OH ya, i also get to know a few Thailand ladies who are friendly. Unfortunately, i don't get their contact as i am quite lazy to contact. They are pretty as well. :)

Chiang mai is much better than Bangkok, the capital of Thailand. More peaceful, more friendly. Perhaps because the speed is much slower than bangkok? No idea, but i would return to Chiang Mai if given a chance.

I got to know a girl who stay next door to me in bangkok guest house. She is from Switzerland. Same age, studying nursing & friendly. *wink* Speak quite good english. I also found out that they speak french. I thought they might have their own language. GOSh! I feel like a outdated young man!

Above all, GOD showed me lots of things. People here are friendly instead of being rude, but some of them are really poor. Their kind hearted affection really touch my heart.

What will i miss for this trip? Perhaps it was the food in Chiang Mai! Bangkok as well...hehe. Kao Soi, a northen special dish, more like our Curry Laksa, but not that spicy. The food stall that are on the road side: With 10 Baht, i can buy a pack of fried squid! The Omelette rice, which cost only 10 Baht in Bangkok. I went there twice & get the same dish twice.{FYI, 10 Baht = MYR 1} At chacutak market, the 3 baht ice cream. I ate quite alot! Never count~~

To get a good deal from shopping, you really need to walk around the places. I do a lot of walking & my leg was quite pain. There are like needle poking my leg. ouch! Compare prices in between the stalls, make sure you do remember where it was! It could be confusing if you don't remember it. Some market are like maze, but once you are there a few time, you will be used to it.

For my flight back to Penang, i took an early trip to Airport cause i can't wait for the bus in the wee hours. I was "stranded" in the airport for 9 hours. JK! Well, i spend my time at the cafe lounge. The cafe are mainly for the worker, pilot, stewardness, & public as well. I saw various airlines of stewardness in their uniform! Dream comes true! la, just so happy to be there! Strange but true, i didn't noticed any AirAsia stewardness having a meal there. sigh... :(
Was looking forward to take a picture with them.

During the time while i was at the public restaurant, God show me that the pace we live now are very fast. We didn't slow down & look up to GOD. In my heart i have to agree with it. We often rush to do things and put GOD aside. Even worshipping GOD also need to rush & end on time.

I remember Pastorpher was sharing on how the Korean churches pray everyday. They prayed with their heart, & they prayed all the day until they are enough. Some with commitment in work will leave early, but they do come for a prayer before work. These are the strong relationship that build over time that i have seen.

When we rush thing, we will miss a thing.

Recently i have a conversation with a friend that i have not seen for months. What struck me is that he mention a pastor said that the "Relationship with GOD is the most interesting thing in the life of a Christian." I have to agree. Not the earthly thing, not the soul mate, not the satisfaction of life,& definitely Not money. But a relationship with GOD!

Many sheep are lost,
How many can find their shepard?
Or how many can accept a loving shepard?

Happiness is the key. Without happiness, you got nothing. Peace is in front of you. It's either you take or denied. GOD always give choice for us. Sometimes, we are just so stubborn. Make a wise choice.

Life is like a boat. journey are unstable. Yet you need a light to shine for you. GOD is always there for you.GOD BLESS!

PS: I come back with a luggage that weight 22 KG

Sunday, June 17, 2007


Recycle our mind first. We always want to do thing our ways. We always want convenient. Why cant we sacrifice for our next generation? MAN, plastic is kiling the earth yet we still in the midst of getting on our usual comfort. I will try to do more recycling. Challenging but we can save our earth. more will come soon after i am back from my trip.

Sunday, May 20, 2007

a prayer for help!

My Father in Heaven,

May your will's work in me. I am longing for your protection over me. Being tempted is not a good feeling. Being who i am is not easy. When i first discover i am your child, i know it won't be easy for my lives. Being a faithful children of yours, i know there are a lot of challenge that i have to go thru.

For your wonderful love, I thank YOU!

People think that i am more like aged 30 even i am coming 23. Perhaps of this gift of maturity that i am able to see beyond. Thanks for this gift!

And now, i am able to handle things much better. But i still learning. I still have some ego.

I have been doing something for you now a days. My expectation are high. But to no avail, it does not go any where! Perhaps because of my perfectionist. Help me when i am blind, help me to humble down!

Father, i long to hear this: HELP IS ON IT'S WAY!

Thank You for everything!

In Your Name i pray, SO BE IT!

Wednesday, May 02, 2007


I am being disturb! By mobile phone...
I find that having a mobile phone are not that good after all. Yes, for your convenient sake, you are able to send sms and make some calls 2 your friends. But come to think of it, some may just called you up to bug you when you don't feel like talking that much.
Perhaps i may be under stress or wanted a simple life. :P Or may be i should not let people have my number after all. Just give them my email address and email to me rather than phone/sms me. I can check it anytime i like without disturbing my peace of life!
Really got a headache when you take so many calls in one day. This also confirms that i am not suitable for Telemarketing. I hate ring tones! Ringing in your head. Prefer to have a peaceful life.
Now, I summon all my kaki or friend, please email me better than calling me. I need some peace for my brain. You can call me out for yam cha or jokes, but not asking me to do things!

I am not your friendly neighbourhood service man!

Monday, April 30, 2007


Been thinking what to do with my current life. Been thinking i am not good enough. Been thinking to..... yes, like the computer does, Upgrade!
I wana upgrade my self. Especially in language efficiency. I am a half pass boy who never cares of how other think of the way i pronounce. As long as i get the message clear to you, i am fine with it. But now a days i don't see it. When you speak more better, it would earn respect. Ya, english is widely used now a days. You can't live without it.
So, i should find my self a online/offline dictionary that have pronounciation sound for me to listen. I have to learn like kids does. Not a fun thing, but a serious ones. In near future, i won't know what type of people i will be encountering. SME boss, CEO, may be air asia CEO DATO TONY? :P
Well, now i really need to buck up. I think i also need to read more chinese news paper to learn more of the words. Some word that you have not use for a certain period; you will forget it. Our life is a lifelong learning process.

Public holiday are nearing. Hope that all of you will enjoy it.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

SABAH VY superb!

This is my first time visiting sabah. I really have a lot to share with all of my friend. Let me state those things that i experience for the first time in sabah:

* Flying with air asia & taking my first flight of my life!
* See the aerial view from the plane.
* Climbing the MKK.
* SAW for the 1st time CRYSTAL CLEAR beach water!
* COLD until i shake my whole body at MKK.
* Live in Trekker Lodge with westerner.
* Trying out HOT SPRING!
* Tried the best BEEf RENDANG that will not be out of stock after passing one round to share with 10+ of people.
* SAW with my own eyes the blinking star that you can't get from West Msia.

Above are some of the experience that i gone thru. Is really enjoyable and i can't forget it. All your life, MKK is a place you must visit to enjoy the nature that will captivate your heart for the rest of your life. The name "The Land above the Wind" for sabah is not without it's worthiness. My entire life perspective change when i went to sabah.

It was totally different than what i have expected. Sabah people are not like west msia. Most of them are friendly and they smile alot. Of course there are some part which may not be nice, but overall, it is awesome.

When i first arrived, i thought of being in a foreign country like indonesia or other country. The people there have a dark skin and it does make me feel uncomfortable. As the time goes by, i don't feel that anymore. May be there are alot of Sumandak Palawa that attract me. :P

KK city is just a small town that have it's own uniqueness. I walk the whole town in a few days time. But what capture my heart was the trip to MKK. The trail was not easy. Compare with Gasing Hill, this is really tough. There are lots of stones, steps,& jungle trek. Not forgetting is the wind that blow towards us. It's cold wind. It's not suprising that some westerner take it easy for the trek to the peak.

I took 6 hour to reach Laban Rata, two third of the height of MKK. We overnight at the mini hut that just have a simple facilities. I am freezing cold at the hut! Can't sleep the whole night! Was with "SS" and 2 outsider in the hut. Around 11 pm, we woke up and try to warm our self. The electric was cut-off at the period.(It was later re-connected.)

What capture me is the moon! Is sooooooo BRIGHT! & ROUND! The star are all over the sky. It's like blinking to me saying HI! I can't count how many star are there! May be thousand over...And ya, i also saw meteor flying over the sky. Wishing star? May be? I dunno...

When i reach 7-8KM of the journey, what i see is really wordless. I can't describe the beauty of MKK. Only those who went up there and enjoy it would know how it felt. Awesome, superb, & fabulous!

I didn't reach till the peak. It was too chilling. But i made a promise i will go again in the future. MKK is really capturing my heart.

Not forgetting is the blue blue sky that are so bright. It is not normal blue and grey color, but a clear blue sky that capture my heart. What you see in KL city may be different than in Sabah. Sabah is a superb place & good for romantic occasion.

The best part for couple would be Poring Hot Spring. Good for honeymoon and relaxation. The park is nicely decorated, awesome and clean. I must say that i have to put my first choice of travelling to a romantic place around Malaysia on Poring Hot Spring. There are jungle trekking, Hot spring, Caves for explore, & other outdoor activities. I don't feel much mosquito there. The dorm are just nice, not too hot or cold.

Remembering that 8 of us were cramp in a dorm. It wasn't that bad after all. It was so nice! All of us really enjoy it! Although most of our leg are screaming in pain, but it leaves a good impression. :P

The first group leave on monday, the other were on island hopping. It was nice with the beach! I really enjoy it! Crystal clear beach and pure white sand. I really love it! My heart are falling in love with the beach!

Coming back to reality, i really miss sabah alot. So many things that capture me! (Or may be i am a kampung boy?) Perhaps city life are not for me? The wind! I can't feel it better than in sabah!

The other day i was chatting with a friend and i saw a moon. It wasn't that nice compare with Sabah while i was at MKK. MAN, miss it so dearly!

Perhaps i should name my self kampung boy. Falling in love with nature and thus should also find a partner who would enjoy nature as well. Sumandak palawa! (The only word i know in Kadazan language.)

Wordless...Making my heart popping while i type it out. At first i place Cameron Highland on top , Now it would be Sabah! The best place to visit! VMY 07-08 is still around, bring it on for your self!

NOTE: MKK means Mount Kota Kinabalu

Monday, April 09, 2007


Sabah Pic

The above link is d pic from my trip to sabah. Do enjoy the photo. I will update more when i get more picture from my friend. The post on sabah will be updated once i am free.

Monday, March 26, 2007

my mouth shut up!

I am thinking to really shut my mouth now! Sometimes i guess i talk too much that it causes confusing thought from people of what i am trying to express. I really scare of it. I guess silent would be a better way. But of course, i am not going to be silent to all the people.

Some how, i can't keep my nature of talketive. I will still remain that way. Just that there would be a limit of whom i am talking to.


Monday, March 19, 2007


Gone climbing in d morning. Feel refresh! But tiring.

Just 2 share something that come across my mind. I was sharing with my climbing partner of the incident that me & a friend saw a snake in the jungle. It was last seen crawling back down to it's own nest.

I believe that each of us also have our own fear. Some fear snake, some don't! For me, i am afraid of it. And thus, i believe that he created everyone evenly. You see; For those who fear, they wont go near the snake. For those who are NOT fear of the snake, they will go near them , catch them , or even kill them. This action will make the snake population getting less and thus it will soon be a extinct creatures.

God also want His creation to be fruitful. So as we live our life, he also make sure that others will not harm the creatures that he had created.

Friday, March 16, 2007


Honestly, i really don't know how 2 start with this post. But somehow, just got to start with it. I just got to know a student whom i know having a lung problem. Now a days youngster health are worst than ah pek ah mah! With the environment that they live in, i can't blame them. Thus now i urge everyone to really take in good & healthy food. Don't skip meal, must drink more water, must not over work your own body.

Now a days i am concern of my diet. It is a must; consider that i wanna live a healthy life to enjoy life. Live to the fullest mah!

I just came back from a Prayer Conference this week. It was held in penang{PG} and is been over 10 yrs i have not been in PG. It was awesome. God talk to me regarding all areas of my life. It will be time to buck up and live to the fullest. Too many things happen, dunno how 2 start.

When i came back To KL , i hate it so much! In PG was like a fantasy world, KL was like a reality of nightmares that haunt me. I have checked on my exam result. It was 360 degree of what i have expected. I decline to tell more as it is useless as well.

I know God will make a way. He mention it to me twice thru His people. For more info, i shall reveal it to you when everything is in set. Thats all for now. Take k!

Thursday, March 01, 2007

I'll be back!

I'll be back!

Sound familiar? Not T3, but me. I am looking forward to 2007 with an open eyes to see what lies ahead of me. Today saw a friend that i haven't seen for 7-8 years. Both of us were chatting about those missing days, the friend amongst us, the school we once study, the fun days we had...etc.

Perhaps GOD has a word with me recently. I am not sure or uncertain what will come my way. I felt like going to unknown land to continue my life. But i know i wouldn't be able to let go so many things in Malaysia. Doing the things that i would love to do ; this will enable me to fulfill part of the emptiness in my life. I feel satisfy to live in a not-so-busy life, Shaking my leg freely at home, playing some sport with friend, have a cup of tea and chat at the mamak, going out with my close ones, driving at full force with the road i am familiar without being given a summons, and the best is enjoy the food that are available in this country.

So, do you think i will enjoy to the fullest with what that i have mention above?

I use to tell my self not to compare with other people. Some how, it doesn't stop there. I feel so bad for myself when i see people are doing much better than me. How ever, i think back on what i am suppose to do for my life.

Impacting people lives.

One of my friend use to say that what i am doing is something not everyone will be able to do it. People will go after the worldly things, they will be blinded by whats life all about. Some of them are aware, and they are searching for it. Some may not know what they want.

Last sunday, i share with the Youth's why i kept on being a old man nagging over them. I know that i have a bad past that i don't what to see a repeat on them. Thats how i become their "Uncle". Same like a parent who want the best for their children.

I am currently writing something which i hope in future it will be able to be read by many. Well, i don't know how it will turn out. I just want to pour it all out from my heart.

Time is tickling, time is running faster than my aging hair that will be bald sooner or later. But i promise that i'll be back with another me!

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Let the battle begins~

The battle ground is ready for both side. There were chaos over the street as the sky brighthen up. It doesn't look bright but grey-ish filled with dust.

Time 0557; no one was aware that it was early in the morning. As i stood up on top of my sofa hiding behind the curtain, i can see a blurred vision of 2 storeys high figure walking past my house. Some just measure a mere one-storey high. There were marching towards the battle ground.

Before-hand, i noticed that the power station next to my house was destroyed by the enemy. It engulted in flames and the neighbourhood was in darkness. I heard the cries of babies as they may be enduring the heat without electricities. I suppose even if i don't pay the bill nor will the Electric man bombared the power staion just for a small matter.

No, indeed the nation is in dangers. I wonder whether the National Defence Ministry are doing anything about it or else we might dig our own underground hideout.

As the wind blew away some of the dust, it soon clear to me of the figure that walk past my house. It was ULTRAMAN!

Never can i imagine that ULTRAMAN are here to save us. Now, without NDM, it is fine. But the greatest thing is, ULTRAMAN bring along all his friends and family to help us. Our enemy was Hollow-man. He has accidently eaten the pills to grow taller. Transperency as he is, now he is huge to fight off....

Transmission cut off......

The above stories was derived from my dream this morning. They may have been edited by me but the scenario is just the same as the dream.

nice huh? or a shock and a waste of time?
ANyway, i am done with my battle. The last day of exam wasn't really good at all. Not doing well if i compare among the other papers.

This few weeks of preparation for battle was full of up and down. 1st, it would be the passing away of my long-distance relative. She is 83 yrs old, great grand-daughter of former KL Kapitan, Yap Ah Loy.

Secondly, i am facing a challenge for my future. My parents are concern of how it will turn out to be. So do i. I am waiting for that moment to come. I am so desperate to get that cert in order that i may close this chapter and begin a new ones. But it seems wont close for me! I am so fed up! But i believe that GOD has a plan for each and everyone of us.

This few month also change me in alot of ways. I start to see things differently and act accordingly. I may not be chatty or straight to the point. I prefer to remain silent and continue with the situation. I realize we are not superman. We can't do everything. If i try to do it my way, i am assure it will failed. PEOPLE are not perfect at all. They made mistakes. Thats why its hard for me to rely 100% on people. For some people, i can rely on them as the relationship build up for some period and i will be able to know the flaws. Each of us are uniquely created by GOD. And so, it is flaws that i have to learn to accept. Even i have flaws OK?!

OK, now back to ugly facet of Malaysian! Since now is Visit Malaysia 2007, i would like to contribute some ugly facts about US!

Just few weeks back, i was sitting infront of a couple inside the LRT. As they talk & half way there, the girl are pinching the guys pimples! Oh suay! And she put those toxic pimples on the guy hand. EH, come on! DO u know whats called hygienic? PLease not in front of me! And its not once, but alot of time! O man! There goes our sweet image. Both of you should do it at home!

The other time involved a couple with a new born baby. yea, the baby was cute. And then, the baby cry...oohh...i guess its time to feed em some milk! yeap, guess what? The mother feed em on the SPOT! Oh suay! Why cant you just go down from the nearest station and feed your baby. That time was peak period and many people are going home. So many people are watching you feeding the baby.Is not that i object mother giving breast-milk to baby, but please do it in a private place.I just can't stand it. I hurried go to the other side of the train and face other side of the windows. As long as it wont reflect and let me see this, i am happy.

Now, if you are travelling along the Kelana Jaya Line (formerly known as Putra), as you stop at Central Market (Pasar Seni) Station, Do have a good look. You will see a wall that are full of painting. Facing the LRT, along the river bank. It had some peace messages, unwanted sign, skeleton and some icon. This is not a professional work, Its lame artist work. If ya wana draw, draw it nicely please. Before this, near the Kelana Jaya station also have this kind of painting. But after a few days, the authorities had it painted in white. GOOD JOB!

VM2007, whats so special? Well, all i can say its more flood, more heat, less water, more trouble, more accident, more toll, more rudeness, more people rushing to do last min-stuff. This is Malaysia! Oh by the way, i must not forget that malaysia food stalls are open 24hour (selected stores) or all day long till 2-3 am.

FYI, if you would like to visit KL, you can purchase a one day ticket from major outlet (Lrt station or bus station) that Carry "Rapid KL" name. It cost MYR 7 (~USD 2) for one whole day before 11.59pm that day itself. Usable only on busses and LRT that have the "rapidKL" tag/sticker.

The best transportation that connect all states in MALAYSIA for VM2007? AIR-ASIA! I must admit that i am a fans of AA CEO TONY FERNANDEZ & his no-frills airline AirAsia. Without doubt, he has show the world what he can do with limited resources. A humble beginning it was, now it was the talk of the town when ever anyone wants to fly like a bird. Malaysian being cheapskate as they are, AA was their best choice as other's airline wont be able to compete with AA.

I believed that he has use a great way to work out in AA system. It was the open system that he use to connect all level of people into the same level. No matter who you are, he accepts your opinion and work on it. HE managed to cut cost, bring the cost of flight cheaper and affortable all walks of life.

He is humble, willingly listen to people and take their advice. This has prompted AA to rub OFF their debt of few Million Ringgit. The most interesting facts is that he bought over AA for MYR 1 only!

He is expanding it now and soon we will be able to travel to further destination with a low cost carrier.

I can't remember when i start to noticed him. But as i hook to it, i just can't take it off me. I always anticipates news about him to appear in newspaper or any media. I have the thought of interviewing him and publish a book about him. But i can't say anything now...Malaysian who want to success in business may emulates the styles that he had lay out for AA. But of course, not all the people can do it.

So long as AA and Dato.Tony F'dez are still around, i will be on the look out for their information.


In the evening, i was looking for some stuff that my mom are asking for. I found out that i have lot's of so called "antic". YEa, memorable and fragile. Those A+ that i got for my ugly artwork, those 3 yr old kids writing. OWH! I am now all grown up! Being grown up is not easy. For me, i still have a long journey to go. More to learn.

Sometimes, i wonder what i should do that suits me the best. But i believe that GOD has a plan for me.

I still remember the poem "The road not taken". I really like this poem as i would like to be the person who choose the road not taken by many. Not easy and it would be tough. Once i choose it, i should not regret but enjoy it to the fullest.

Oh ya! Not to forget, CNY is around the corner. But before that, the "V" is coming soon. One of my friend darringly stating it as a 'syndrom'. :P Guys on earth who have a partner will surely be worrying what to do on that day to show their love to their loves one. I must admit that i too feel the presence of it. Well, GUYS, show your manhood!

Long enough to dried you up? After weeks of nerding the book/notes, i have to blast it out!!! :P

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

few more days left... : @

Looks like the day's are cathing up. I still have 7 days left to attend classes before the January exam. But of course there are some study leave for me to study. I am hoping for the best in this sem. I am not that nervous or feeling down. I just have the feeling of wanted to do my best and finish em up. Do pray for me. My exam start on 25th Jan and finish on 9th Feb. I have a lot of things to blast out. But i don't think i wana do now. Wana save my energy on my studies. For now, my blog will rest till my exam over. (I don't think i wil have time and mood for the blog.) Till then, take care everyone! God Bless!

Monday, January 01, 2007

HaPPy 7002~!

ho ho ho... Happy New Y-ear~~! YUPS, another year passed us by, i wonder what each of us has gone thru the year 2006. Do i really need to do some evaluation? I suppose not much that i wana say. Is just that i might add that there will be changes for me this new year. haha! Every year also got changes la...big or small..thats all...but my pimple face wont change much! hehe..

This year i spent with my family. Just not with fireworks, hot weather, and noisy place. I am not going for that. I know a few of my friend also choose to be quiet down and relax their BLAIN than choosing to be in microwave situation. Love not the atmosphere... When u reach home, it wore u out and u will be lying on the bed for the next 10 hours.

My mom choose to take a long sleep after sometimes she has not taken a good sleep due to cough. That would only happen if my dad wont wake her up tomorrow morning. haha! Oh well...

About me, i am waiting...for something to happen!

AND lastly, HAPPY NEW YEAR! May your year be bless by GOD and hope you will have a great year ahead!