I'll be back!
Sound familiar? Not T3, but me. I am looking forward to 2007 with an open eyes to see what lies ahead of me. Today saw a friend that i haven't seen for 7-8 years. Both of us were chatting about those missing days, the friend amongst us, the school we once study, the fun days we had...etc.
Perhaps GOD has a word with me recently. I am not sure or uncertain what will come my way. I felt like going to unknown land to continue my life. But i know i wouldn't be able to let go so many things in Malaysia. Doing the things that i would love to do ; this will enable me to fulfill part of the emptiness in my life. I feel satisfy to live in a not-so-busy life, Shaking my leg freely at home, playing some sport with friend, have a cup of tea and chat at the mamak, going out with my close ones, driving at full force with the road i am familiar without being given a summons, and the best is enjoy the food that are available in this country.
So, do you think i will enjoy to the fullest with what that i have mention above?
I use to tell my self not to compare with other people. Some how, it doesn't stop there. I feel so bad for myself when i see people are doing much better than me. How ever, i think back on what i am suppose to do for my life.
Impacting people lives.
One of my friend use to say that what i am doing is something not everyone will be able to do it. People will go after the worldly things, they will be blinded by whats life all about. Some of them are aware, and they are searching for it. Some may not know what they want.
Last sunday, i share with the Youth's why i kept on being a old man nagging over them. I know that i have a bad past that i don't what to see a repeat on them. Thats how i become their "Uncle". Same like a parent who want the best for their children.
I am currently writing something which i hope in future it will be able to be read by many. Well, i don't know how it will turn out. I just want to pour it all out from my heart.
Time is tickling, time is running faster than my aging hair that will be bald sooner or later. But i promise that i'll be back with another me!