live a day at a time...

~ We went thru the same activities everyday. But it was up to you to make a difference the day you live. ~

Today i made the day difference for my self. I screw my self up. I am thinking that i may be a lousy teacher with a soft hearted attitude. Helping the student in exam was something i can't imagine my self doing.(if the school know it, screw me up infront of the media. At least, i got publicity.haha...) Of course i don't give them answer directly, i just give them the idea to start the exam. It was the weaker class which almost all of them are not so good.(FYI, it was an essay.) So i start to do action...MAN IN ACTION~! ha ah..Some of them DARE to pass up a blank paper without writing anything. I encouraged them to write something so that their teacher have something to look at their papers. At the end of the papers, i collected it & feel regret at what i do. I have no idea...but being this terible is something i can't imagine. I know the consequence but i still want to help them. Let me be safe until end of this months# as the original teacher i replaced will be back on 28 of OCT. #(29 is my last day if everything goes smoothly. if not, i should be rooting at home earlier than expected.)# Anyway, since teaching at this school, i have created a lot of misunderstanding & hatred among the student's & teacher. I even troubled a teacher who is always at my side supporting me. I feel that there are a lot of things for me to learn before i actually step into this 'making a difference' profession. Life is not that easy. A friend say to me: NATO; No Action, Talk Only. I will make sure that i will not be a NATO.

ps: i hope that who ever that read upon this articles is a short term memory person & also a person who are clever to know how to be blind at this moment. Even when i write this stuff, i am thinking about ISA [Internal Security Acts], Headmaster, the school teacher, the student. Then i also think about GTO, my inspirational drama. Anyway, i will prepare a resignation letter if things goes wrong. I prefer to die as a hero than to be sacked ~! ha ha...

by glory @ jkwy

little thought i wana share~

As i was walking to a near by mamak to have my dinner, a police car stop by my side & ask me the direction to a address. I show them & off they go. I start to think that the police officer should be well know about this area since they need to patrol around here if things goes wrong. Why they are never trained to be familiarize in the area they are taking care off? I was quite mad but it was not this incidents that refresh my madness. This year my house was being ransacked. It was on a saturday morning around 11 am. It was the second time on the same day but nothing much have loss because most of the presious stuff has been stolen in the previous break ins. When i heard that my neighboor staying behind me call the police, I thought that they might be reaching as soon as possible. But to my horror, they couldn't find my house according to the address given. They only found it later on which all the thief have left the house. This was what i am frustrated. They are not familiar with the place & thus making their movement more slower. How can they manage to catch them? They really need to find a solution for this. I have no comment fot this. Let the HEAD OFFICER deal with it.

by glory @ jkwy

loneliness

lonely on the streets

alone in the room

feeling loneliness all this while

yet i have something to hold on

~

but i want to feel the reality

something that get me going

so that i wont get bore

is this life i am searching for...

~
how can i tell you

how i feel

i just want to share my passion;

my interest with you

~

longing for you was my deepest desire

i just hope that one day when you come into my life

i will be there to cherish you

when you are down

i just want to show you how much i care for you

~

if you say that you are not pretty

i would say that i am not arnold

but i would try to put some sponge to my shoulder

to make you happy

~
if love was all about looks

where should soul be?

my soul touch me to know you more

is there a way to get close for us

i would try & make it happen

~

let us not forget

GOD created MAN

but MAN was all alone

he felt lonely

so GOD created WOMAN

in order that both of them can bring cheer to each other

~ by glory @ jkwy ~

PS: this poem was started because i sense something in a friend of mine. So i start with it & the rest was my thought.

run4life~!

running for my life

running for this life

running for the love

running for the future

I will run

nothing will interupt me

i will always be there for you

i will always run for the highest spot

i believe there are things that are waiting for me..

finish em'up & leave to others to continue the work..

i am a starter

i am firing up the world

like a true fighter,

i will fight till the ends of my life,

even i am down with no strength,

i will not give up for thy people,

they needs the spirit to keep on moving.

by glory @ jkwy

PS: still needs to edit for it was my raw post-up. have something in mind but havent spill it out..take care

New Police Story ~! ichiban~!

I think is been long time i haven't went to cinema. Today i went to MID VALLEY watching 'New Police Story' with my friends. Jackie Chan has not making much chinese movies for the years as he is concentrating on hollywood market. I thought that "N.P.S." will be another junk movie that jackie or well known as 'taiko' remake it. But to my suprise, the movie has a lot of new ideas coming out of it. It does not include action; it also has romantic, family relationship, young generation games & others factor that you have to see it for your self. 'Taiko' JC was one of my fav. actor along the year i grew up. Almost all his movies i have seen. I also wanted to recommend you guys 'JOHN Q'. It was one of the touching movies. Included in the list is 'RADIO'. Prepared tissues if you were to watch this 2 movies. Is very touching for me. Other movies that produce this year wasn't that attractive. I prefer MATRIX & LOTR. It will be a long time fav. LASTLY, watch movie to relax your self after a hard day work. Njoy your week end ~!

by glory @ jkwy

iF i ~ ~ ~

I wonder who created or founded the word "iF". It has been regularly use by people around the world. For the chinese, it was pronounced as 'ru guo'. "IF" was a question always pop up by people who regret, feel they have miss something in their life, found that they have no direction in life after so many years, recalling the things that they should have done & not done, recalling the yester-year, the memorable & the pains. All this involved in love, life, relationship, family, brotherhood, friendship, & many more. I wonder how can human actually not making a mistake & enjoy every moment that they have now. They must also awake of their surrounding so that they will not miss it. But it was not that simple. We often miss it with ease. When you encounter stuff that had over, please try not to use "if". Instead, try to put it in history. Use a sentence called "MOVING FORWARDS!". I find that quite a number of people still carried their burden along their life. Put it down & move forwards. I my self are putting things down & move forwards with my life. Challenge come along with our life. We gotta erase some stuff off & refill with new stuff. Thats part of life. It is also part of game. Are you ready for the challenge?

by glory @ jkwy