W-IN-P & f d x

Examination was tough if u nvr study. That was true to the bottom of my heart. Well, i just had my first paper today. DAMS 1144->INTRO-CALCULUS ! The paper was siao & i have hard time dealing with it. MAN, luckily i do a few & miss some of it As insufficient time & not enough practices make me slow & cant finish it all. Above all, during exam, most people will look at their paper. WHile me, i just look around & continue my paper.....Then repeat a few times.!

There was this lady that attracted my attention & thus making me paying much of the attention to her. SHE was wearing a formal with PINK UPPER & long grey pants. She was the invigilator at the exam room. Her shape was slim & look gorgeous for me! WOW...she is sexy some more..I hope today wont rain la....if rain, everything GONE! haha....GOSH! i am just paying too much attention to her tat i keep on forcing my eyes to my own paper. AH...after finishing it, i just got a few look @ her & leave the place unsatisfies with my self for the paper. MIND U, she is not my gf. WHen i leave the room & go to the stair case, i saw another sexy lady which is my ex-lecturer. DARN, why today so many pretty lady want ah..makes me wana look for a sexy lady to chat. *having some ones in mind*

The most funny thing that i encounter today is: My calculator battery went DEAD! i only know about it when my "lou dao"(father) mention whether my calculator still workin or not. He was listing from A-Z whether does everything that i need has been taken. GOSH! lucky him..if not,,,haha..anyway, i borrow from ex-house mates & didn't use much of it as the paper didn't have much calculation. K, thats all & i am super COLD!

W-IN-P stands for Woman IN Pink.-

F d x - stand for first day exam

Screw Up

I screwed up my life
I screwed up things surrounding me
I screwed up the road
I screwed up my time
I am gonna screwed up my examination

Everything seems screw up for me
There is nothing for me
There's a way up the sky
Rock on the way
I'm on my way to paradise

There is nothing i could do
To make my self
True to who i am
LOVE ME MORE

Let the love fly upon you
Let it burn up your hearts
Look for the perfect ones
Match em up for the best souls

Let me fly up the sky
Let me see the wonder
SO that my screw up lifes wont be wasted
oh yeah!

Note: i got nothing better to do & write up this weird rap. Sound lame & i get it on to kill my spaces, as well as my precious time.

Journal for the day:

emm...today, oh sorry,yesterday was the correct ones. emm... i got my body up from bed at 11am, screw my teeth, screw my body, then drive to Puchong for Un-Official Control Feeder-bus. After that, fetch kids back to their sweet nest. Off to BK$ 2 pick stud for BK class. [luckily not pk class] Went along. GOD has been speaking to me along the way. During the period, i have been thinking of what i wana do. The book by Rick Warren [forget d title.] some how speak to me. shud have a try on it. Then told kim garry get one for me & pay him GOLD. hehe...gonna have a new beginning for me this year. GOD has been working on me & build me up to be a better person as i have been bugging HIM for that great change on myself. COunting the 20-ies that i left. NOT MUCH!!!! I am so old.... minus 30 ah now, not 20! ah, u wont get what i mean.

Checking out on the ppl that came for the Un-Off Control Feeder-bus. A gurl came consecutively for the second time. Suprise! Well, may be god has changed her. Yup, i have no power. Is very funny when there is a rumuor that say a society can change a person. How ? Well, was against this idea as it wont have any affect on people. MAy be a little got la.You ask me go join army so i will have the way army think la? BAKA 2tat fella! Only GOD can change a person. haiii...if i got power to change ah, why my father hasn't been change by me..ur mind got problem la! Friends that are reading this, please dun be bother by all this. Oh ya, i am a Christian & i am still improving my self. GOD is there! He was the ones that changed me. Why am i so cheer up everyday? Is bcoz i had lay down my burden upon HIS hand, he will take care of it all. He teach me to be happy. I wasn't this happy before i know HIM well. Since i get to know him more now a days, look at the smile paste on my face. THANK YOU GOD.

PS: There is a small camp i am making. This is to thank HIM, The one & only. 4 giving me this life.

CHARM, I in L_ V_ ~~!!

OUCH... i m in L_V_ with someones that i dun really know & understand. How does l_v_ & marriage actually means? How to define that? How & how & how... the question keep on popping in my head. Who is she? how can she just lure me in the TRAP of l_v_. Why am i so blind ? Where is my sense of common sense in stuff? Life , where are thou to guide me? MAN, I sweat & hunger for a intimate relationship. What is going on? Who am i? I think i have lost my identity when i played along the DANGEROUS games of L_V_..... Continue, today was not the only day i find my self click with that situations. S-x--L Thought come across my mind & burst me up. OUCH ! How i fear for that to happen again. I am having sleepless night because of that. Fear has become true, Old fantasy has rules again. DEVIL! WHat a day u had make for me! I am going to storm U down! GOTTA get u out!

MORNING COMES: the clone will make some calls, regaining his CHARM, have a bath, put some oilment to look muscular, & out he goes to flirt. Outstanding Car, Outstanding Phone, Outstanding way of a bacholar. Now, it will up to him to make the girl moves her heart.. OK, looks like everything set. The guy has gain over the girl property. It costs: A Heart!

GIRL, if u read upon it. Just wana say: I miss you long time ago. The person that you know has long gone in the RIP graves. The ones that you see right now is not him, but a clone made by himself to regain his own reputation as a MAN. How does this fantasy going on? No ones KNOW. Is this story for real? Yes, it might be. Look across the name, it stated "NONSENSE"

PS: This story is an entertainment only. If anything that resembles your life, ignore it coz it doesn't really have a actual meaning in it. Just blasting it OUT!

love?

Once, there was a girl
She was pretty & intelligent
She was a favourite among all the people
Inside her heart was unknown who will be her best choice

There was a guy
His name was not other than Prince Ugly
He was a emotional person & easy to fall in love
As usual, This guy fall for this pretty gal (ez to fall in love mah)
Well, He doesn't have the confidence to chase after the girl
Soon, time flies & he still lock in his own world thinking of the girl
His imagination of her run wild

They called this as love
How can the ugly man got a click of it
How can he understand when he is blinded by this love
Well, no body does

So "love is blind" is TRUE.
Do u have the same perception?
Take a SHOT of LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!

PS : i am taking a shot of writing some stuff... a friend ask to write some thing .. so i end up with this story of mine. Not really true la...just bluffing! haha...hope u njoy it. bye

10-12 June 2005 SMS

Looking forward to this date ! It will be very meaningful for me as it will be a major stuff that i am handling in church. Well, life has never been the same after camp as now i ma more motivated to do GOD's work. Life is interesting. Nothing is impossible if you keep on going for it. My examination is coming again. I wish to end it soon. I have been saying this for the past few months without putting effort in it. WHAT la! Well, i MUST stuck my self in front of books. Been CRAZY ah! Hopefully everything can get into my mind. GOTTA get it over & concentrate on SMS. WHATS SMS? u will know soon if u wait for another 2-3 weeks. I will be anouncing by the time it comes. May GOD bless this stuff i am doin. OK, hope everything goes well. Oh ya, my CUTE gal is back. AHAHAHAHAH...i m so happy. K...Now i am D/L old classic song. No idea why now a days i am into old songs. May be it gives te smooth. Unlike the current market hit song, All r either ROCK or R&B. NOt my cup of tea. CHIVAS,,hope to get some of it this week. WEl, sleep la...........Most of my friends has resigned from BLOG. I am one of d long lasting guys around the corner. BLASTING my self non stop. I dunno how long will i continue the journey of BLOG. Hoping it will release some stress..hahhahaahahhahhh
Take K

by jarod aka GTG